Live Life To The Fullest

2009-02-01T13:08:00.000+08:00

I'll blog when I feel like to, now I'm just not motivated to blog.

081208 - In the Sky with Claustrophobia

2008-12-16T21:12:00.009+08:00

081208 0820
It should have flown, yet delayed... why? It's due to down in inflight entertainment system. In the end (fortunately), we were made to go to the upper deck where the system is fine, and at the same time, we could enjoy the stunningly beautiful view out in the sky.

081208 1600 (J time)
It was as usual, grey... custom was efficient and we actually made it to Akiba at about 6.45pm! (We actually expected to reach at about 8pm+)
Capsule Inn Akiba was relatively clean and welcoming. Really saw quite a number of whites around. Bathroom was clean and authentic.
Privacy could have been emphasised more by making a door to each capsules but I guess it can't be helped...

081208 2359 (J time)
Tsukiji and Akiba will be the programme for the next day, and waking up at 4am is not easy, so SLEEP...

2008-12-07T21:53:00.001+08:00

I'll be flying off to Japan in less than 12 hours time.

Entries on the trip will be shared fully in this blog, so take a look more often!

2008-10-11T19:22:00.002+08:00

Waaa never update for so long again! I'm plain lazy i guess. Anyway life has been quite exciting these few days with outings with guys from NH(ed, cl, by, toot), NJ(band peeps), and GIRLS(hehe). NS makes one desperate man, I so can't wait for college/uni to start!

BUT, this morning wasn't a good one. Imagine you have to retake...

Life is unfair, it's so subjective and I failed due to some unreasonable reasons which I'm sick of saying.

I will not vent my anger on my blog. (Such as hurling multitudes of vulgarities, I really do want to say them)

261108, I better make it.

2008-09-14T17:21:00.002+08:00

Okay, so life in the army hasn't really changed me yet, so it's good or bad? hmmm

Anyway, one thing I've accomplished is to ride bicycle, now I shouldn't have problems riding. Another, I went to this French restaurant opposite HV, it was AWESOME! Loved that mashed potato and the ginger ale!(Sorry forgot the name, but it was something petit)

Went to give lesson today, it just brings me back memories of the days when I was still a student and having fun in the band room with my beloved sticks and whacking stuffs. Now I'm even more determined to get the feeling back. =]

2008-09-01T18:41:00.002+08:00

Realising how many of my friends are trying their bestest to get used to their uni life, I just simply wonder, what am I doing exactly?

Yes, I'm serving the nation, doing my part in Seletar Camp, but what exactly is the nation benefiting from me? It's just one more person doing guard duty all the way until ORD.

Not that I want to complain, life is really good down there with nice people around, but life seems so mundane and can get really bad. That's why, I'm planning to maximise my time down there to upgrade myself, or even to engage in more reading and stuffs which I didn't used to do so.

Many have told me how stressful their lives are in uni, and to think I thought I'd have time in uni to get a life. Smart people facing problem, so what about me then?

Put that aside, I've decided to finish off with my driving, and to take up, perhaps a new language like Korean for instance. Being utterly, hopelessly practical, my concern was the language to be learnt must be of a good tool for my future, and Korean is very promising. I love languages, and hopefully Korean is something I can fall in love with.

On a happier note, I went out with guys from AMB for a drink at M Hotel. Rather a challenge for me as my threshold level is relatively low, and imagine Chivas+mixers. They're funny bunch of people and I'm certain that I'm going to get more used to the lifestyle there.

Jia you friends in uni!
Good luck for the prelims and 'A's for juniors!
& may ORD date come sooner than ever for the guys!

2008-08-29T12:23:00.000+08:00

Mr Goh, what a nice tagging session, haha. So it’s my duty to pass this on to others then.

Rules:
A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.
B) Tag eight people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.

1. What are your reasons for being called JAPANESE?
Well, I AM a Japanese in actual fact. Haha

2. What do you do before bedtime?
For now, I play games before I sleep. But used to and sometimes think of someone before sleeping.

3. What will your dream wedding be like?
Oh, most wonderful thing ever. But I’ve yet to plan, obviously. (Don’t even have a girlfriend, talk what about wedding? Haha) Probably somewhere scenic with the most beautiful sunset you can get.

4. Where is the place of your dreams and why?
Japan or Europe, must be this 2. I love Japan’s food, culture and basically everything! Europe was by far the most beautiful place I’ve been and I wish my honeymoon can be spent there.

5. Are you an introvert or extrovert?
Extrovert I guess, I don’t really know. What do you guys think?

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Being loved by someone. You can’t get happier than that.

7. Do you trust easily?
Not really, sadly. Life has taught me not to be too trusting.

8. What person, dead or alive, is your role model?
I’ve yet to find my role in life. Sounds really bad huh, but I’m still searching for my soul.

9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
Going to Seletar camp, it’s too freaking FAR.

10. When's the last time you had fun?
Genuine fun? During my student days, army can’t be interesting to that extent.

11. Is being tagged fun?
Not bad, more people will understand me through this, hope so. HAHA

12. How do you see yourself?
Someone whom people can put their heads on my shoulder, someone responsible enough to care about your welfare, someone who prioritise things in life. Sounds too good to be true, lol, up to you to see it!

13. Who are currently the most important people to you?
My family, that’s always. And perhaps people who I really appreciate to have them as friends.

14. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
Someone who knows me so well yet have umpteen things to discover about me. He’s a nice guy that can be sought after but it’s too late, haha!

15. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
Hmmm, why not wait till I start working?

16. How many children do you want to have, if any?
Honestly, 2 is a good figure. I’m sure many want 2 too. So why not follow the crowd? LOL
I want a girl and a boy, =]

17.What's better, to give or to receive?
I choose to give, and wait to see if people have initiatives to give me something back. That’s how I view life and its people.

18. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
That can’t happen, I’ve always have that person in mind only.

19. What would you do if you became pregnant unexpectedly?
HAHA, I wish I’m pregnant now and I can have some leaves to escape army, jk. If my girlfriend is pregnant unexpectedly, let’s just say…
“Let’s get married.”

20. What are you waiting for right now?
ORD

People to be tagged:
Lisa, Yuxin, Tommy, Paul, Yihong, Amelia, Jean, Crystal

Sorry guys, to drag you guys along with me. Haha

2008-08-02T17:57:00.003+08:00

Oh man, I've not blogged since 22nd June, and my MP Basic Course is ending in another 3 weeks time!

Anyway, MP course is definitely an eye-opener cos we REALLY don't chiong sua, unlike infantry ppl. But our field camp was... rather unexpected, haha. Too bad a lot of info can't be shared here, cos i'll get charged and put to DB. For NS guys, let's meet some day to crap and share!

All i can say is that MP basic is v diversed and ppl come fr all sorts of background! Though it can be interesting, at times, it gets annoying especially when some particular group don't co-operate. -.- but what can we do? just hope when i POP, i won't see them, EVER.

I want more free time to meet my friends! BUT I'M EITHER BUSY, LAZY OR MOODY( quoted from someone, hahaha) CALL ME PLEASE! I NEED LIFE!

Last note, someone stole my NIKE sneakers. -.- ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH, there goes my favorite bought-in-Japan sneakers!!!!!

Wish you all the best in your new posting

2008-06-22T13:24:00.002+08:00

And so, 12 days of freedom will come to an end in less than 24 hours. Will be reporting to the new unit at 8am tml. I shouldn't sound happy cos i didnt get into SAF band, but shld be glad that i didnt get into like guards or combat medic. It will be a new life once again somewhere on the mainland, and hopefully i can really take it.

I will miss civilian life again. I really enjoyed the company of my family and lots of friends. Thanks to u guys and i hope i am ready to carry on fighting(mainly for myself) and yearning the ORD date to come asap. Haha

POP loh~~!

2008-06-11T15:16:00.002+08:00

So on 10th June 2008, my life in BMT has ended, everyone was so high and we couldn't help but cam whore here and there.(My pictures are uploaded on both facebook and friendster)

BMT was full of ups and downs, of course inclusive of the usual stuffs such as rush to wait, wait to rush, conflict in instructions here and there. What really disappointed me were some people in the platoon, and in my section. Not going to mention their names here but I'm sure most people who know them will get what I mean. I really dislike selfish beings who don't help AT ALL, especially in times of urgency. Some, have successfully wayang(ie it means act) and showed their true selfs after appraisal. Some, don't have situational awareness(quoted from shouhao) and shout like no one's business.

However, there were many fun moments during the stay that made those above seem insignificant. My bunkmates were mostly fun-loving and crappy, and we partied on many occasions. I really hope we can keep in contact.

So now, I needn't do 5BX, water parade, go crazy over kiwi-ing boots, forgetting 11B, NO CPT1 and the list goes on.

12 days of freedom to new unit, SAF Band please!

2008-06-01T13:51:00.002+08:00

10 more days to POP. Time really flies and soon I'll end my teenage years and move on to adulthood. Kinda significant yet I feel neutral about it.

BMT experience made me understand that each and everyone of us are unique/weird in some ways and that makes this world a vibrant and diverse place to live in. Meeting people from different backgrounds has shaped me to be more receptive of changes we face in our life. I remember Jean has said once during msn that I sound more matured than before. I think the army has definitely made me realise how the world functions.

I used to think BMT will be nothing but training and full of punishments. I believe because of my company, I am fortunate to say that BMT is actually quite fun. I get to treasure the little things that were left unappreciated. I get to meet my pals and friends and feel more for them. I get to hear ....'s voice over the phone which pleases me so much.

In camp, people will start to miss their loved ones, likewise, I do miss my family and .... =]

Ah, 10 more days and we'll be through.

2008-04-25T18:23:00.002+08:00

Things that have changed:
I lost a bit of weight
I am more tanned now
I eat a lot now
I love bathing more than anything now

=] NS makes one change, haha.

2 weeks are over!

Don't bother asking me about details of what i did in camp.
As you might know, i could really get into deep shit if i say anything about NS.

I will cherish my weekends =]

2008-04-06T22:40:00.002+08:00

My beautiful Sunday (pun not intended) is ending, followed by Monday and Tuesday.

9th April 2008, Wednesday, 9.30am

Embarking on a new phase of life, full of uncertainties.

But I'm ready, whether the future is an agonising 2 years of hell, or just a smooth 2 years transition to another phase.

Maiden Voyage (Not virgin sail, HAHA)

2008-03-29T13:32:00.030+08:00

So on the 26th March 2008, it was my first time boarding a cruise and head to port klang in M'sia. It was truly a fulfilling experience for me cos there were so many things I learnt and experienced. So first up,

We were treated with a complimentary champagne as a welcome drink, and that was my first alcoholic drink on the cruise. Haha, so you guys should guess how much drinks I drank.

And to my surprise, the room was relatively small and rather not clean, cos some parts of the room were just dirty, haha, but it was still okay.

My dad and I (First time showing my dad here)

Touring of the cruise was quite tiring cos the cruise is BIG. Really. We had to walk a lot...

I'm just so amazed by the weekly consumption figure!

The pool and Jacuzzi!

MOONLIGHT(Gosh I love this pic)

Radar

From left (Blue Hawaii, Grasshopper, Tequilla, Singapore Sling)

=] Blue Sea

Colour changes

Port Klang

Sunset

Dark beauty

Sunrise

So this was on our way back to Singapore and we saw many islands and I wondered how many islands were there in total.

Men's room...

And this was the end of the journey.

Almost half of the people boarding the cruise were Indian nationals and it was very surprising to see more than hundreds of Indians. There were japanese too, by the way.

I learnt how to play the jackpot! and was required to prove that I'm 18 and above, HAHA, that shows how young I look.
I drank all sorts of cocktails and concluded that I like S'pore Sling the best.
The view from the cruise and balcony was awesome, and I would like to cruise again, but not to KL, instead, places like Australia! I think it'll be so cool and exciting! Ok it's been long since I really felt so happy and excited. =]

2008-03-24T10:53:00.002+08:00

I think this is the right time for me to blog, since that I've got so much to say.

Firstly, I would like to say sorry for 'disappearing into thin air' for the past weeks, because I was really not in the mood to talk/sms/msn. But, things are better now and please don't get worried =] I treasure you guys as much as I do to my own life.

Secondly, now that NIE concert is over(oh and thanks for people who have supported me!), I can fully rest and start my work proper without having to spend night time practising. Even though there were LOTS of hiccups, I learnt quite a number of things and tips during the practices. I had the sudden realisation of how lousy I am as compared to some of the players. I can say that I was quite affected by it, but well, there are always people who are better than you. I NEED TO HAVE A BREAKTHROUGH.

Thirdly, a happy news for me. I got through to the interview of the HDB scholarship! It's on the 26th march, 1.45pm at the HDB Hub. NERVOUS! My first official interview! I need to make it man, so I'm going to prepare/MUG for the interview!

This week is so happening to me, hope I am able to bear with it. =]

Randomisation

2008-03-12T15:27:00.003+08:00

I don't know what courses to apply for!

and I submitted like don't know how many scholarship applications, and I know I don't really stand a chance.

Sometimes, I really don't understand why some people like to inform someone last minute. To make things worse, I must be the one to go and ask. This just reminds me of the bad days last year, the same problem.

I'm bored.

2008-02-25T13:04:00.002+08:00

Wha inconsistent blogging is really quite bad, haha. Actually I'm really a slack blogger cos I've got a lot of time but never spend on blogging.

So other than the usual teaching I've been staying at home helping to some household chores and settle some stuffs that require computer stuffs, and of course, my lovely consoles la. hahaha, oh and it was kinda weird seeing all my batch guys shaved and darken. I instantly felt young, =] and again, never take stupid photos(we'll never get to take them)

i hope NS isn't what I imagine it to be. Pray for nice company, nice bunk mates and nice buddy.

2008-01-31T18:27:00.000+08:00

Hehe I suck at blogging, because usually I don't bother blogging, haha. Anyway, I've been doing the same old stuffs constantly every week. BORING man...

Every week, I'll teach 2 primary schools, namely concord and princess elizabeth. And every prac I learn smth new, for example, how MEAN can some children be, how RUDE they can be, how much effort I should put in to bring the standard up, how should I convey the message to someone way younger than me(like putting across musical terms in layman's terms -.-) etc etc etc... but, at least things can be quite meaningful seeing those children getting more involved and enthusiastic about band music, haha.

Children nowadays are getting really smarter, but with lousy attitude. Kinda don't see the link, but I guess it's because they think they're smart enough (some ARE smart, some..., well you know...) to challenge authority. They'll suffer in the future man, good luck to them. Parents nowadays are spoiling their children like no one's business. I just witnessed yesterday, a pri 6 girl still needs her mum to carry her bag and walk her home, and according to my boss(haha), she stays like 5min away only. Oh man, independence???

Spoilt brats and ill-bred imps, disgusts me to the core.

I actually tried to rush through my driving lessons and hoped to have a successful appeal to bring forward the test date, but... But... BUt... BUT... BUT... things are never that perfect in life.

I completed BTT, DS, FTT, ALL driving practical lessons within 22 sessions, but I just couldn't get pass the stage of getting my test date before NS enlistment... UNLUCKY.

Oh ya, one advice, try to get a fixed group for practical lessons, it REALLY makes a lot of differences, and I can tell you that some instructors are nice, but some are total shit, they suck at giving instructions, they do nothing but make weird noises in your car, they keep complaining about how you drive without a moment of rest, and many more... the centre should consider providing courses to improve the standard of teaching and getting rid of ILL-BRED people and make the consumers/customers like us happy.

Mus'art performance was quite okay, except for Internal Combustion la... that song was quite screwed. I imagined myself banging my head on a wall during the song. Next will be NIE concert, promised Mr Ho that I'll play, so yea, can't back out now, haha. The repertoire is quite okay, but some songs are relatively boring and some not easy. However, you guys must come and support me k.

I posted some pics on my facebook so go check it out if you want =](some are old photos).

2008

2008-01-02T10:15:00.000+08:00

Time really flies, it's 2008 already and everyone else should be schooling. Now I wake up at 9am and tell myself that I've GRADUATED from the disgusting and dreadful JC life! and moving on to the next phase of my life...(you guys should get what I mean here)

2007 was filled with all the ups and downs that I probably won't forget, things included all the band life in NJ(got good and bad, ya, things are never that perfect), academic ordeals with all the remedials and extra lessons(especially when my results are really awful, I feel damn dumb in that college), messy relationships with others(friendships, and ahem, you know...).

NJ made me experience a lot of things that I'll remember, like how to be independent, how not to trust a person so easily, find out how friendship is so fleeting, how important can your loved ones be etc. Perhaps, disgusting place produces disgusting yet meaningful experiences.

2008 April will be the start of the new phase, and I hope I'll be ready for that. I've heard too many stories about it and now I'm feeling reluctant to go in, haha. And from January till March, I'll be doing many stuffs which include driving, tutoring(percussion, I mean), playing for concerts, and of course hanging out la(must call me out la, lol).

A bit late but, happy new year guys!

Oh ya, I'll be selling away my silver drumset 'cos I've no use for them anymore, and I can't find time to play. Sad but no choice right? Contact me if you're interested or go to mocca.com and email me!

To navigate: go to www.mocca.com, under 'keyword search' type 'drumset', under 'category' click 'entertainment'. You'll see 'CHEAP silver drumset!' and that's the one!

To add, the price is NOT $500, but is $300!

More updates coming up!

2007-12-26T16:12:00.000+08:00

Ahh too long nv blog got too many stuffs to talk about alr! Anyways, JC Band Festival was quite fun despite sometimes things just get really dreadful. hahaha now i think a lot of people know me because of the following:
1) 'Golden' hair guy
2) NJ blazer aka Angpaos
3) 2 tambourines and shake like some samba dancer

Who'll not take notice of that...

2 days ago went first time clubbing. Horrible la, so many ppl(obviously, supposed to be a xmas countdown party). I think I'll never drink whisky again. Conclusion: I'm not suitable for clubbing, wanna go pub or cafe where i can just SIT DOWN(those who went for the clubbing will really understand what i mean here) and relax/chat.

merry xmas ppl, happy boxing and a great 2008 ahead!

History

2007-12-08T22:41:00.000+08:00

1st time Nan Hua Symphonic Band has put up its very own(mind you, only band, so it's a pure band concert) concert on 6/12!!! and alumni band also played.

Even though the playing wasn't up to standard, but i think this is a good start for the main band and the alumni band. march concert is comin! so muz go support!

oh and next wk is like the super busy wk cos got the drivin and jc band fest. wha getting the blazer abit hard leh, somemore i graduate alr, hope can get bah.

Ok i was just pouring out my thoughts. abit no link to the title. hahaha

Goodbye, JC!

2007-12-05T22:02:00.000+08:00

3/12 marked the ende of my JC life, with such a magnificent ending. Kinda miss NJ even though I've got so much complaints here and there. But life has to go on and I'm waiting to get enlisted(-.-). The photos taken during the prom are all uploaded on my facebook, so you guys can go check them out. =]

PEPS Band Camp and reflections

2007-11-30T21:12:00.000+08:00

First time as a tutor, first time as a senior, I went to help out in the managing of the camp. Gosh, I can't believe that I actually graduated from that school 6 years ago... Anyway, I took on the offer of being a percussion tutor and went over to teach them during sectionals. 10 percs, mostly P2and3s, so I had a little bit of hard time telling them my expectations of the piece, or even communicating. But I told myself I was never to give up on them, because I want to build up my patience and communicating skills. I also would like to see the section improve and confident in the upcoming SYF.

It wasn't easy because individuals have different learning capabilities, and adaptations. I was told by jiahao that you need to repeat yourself for like 100times before getting them to understand. NOT EASY because I really don't have the patience to explain and repeat myself for so so many times. This time's primary school set piece is called 'Sunset by the Lakeside', obviously got to do with the 'Sunrise' and the 'Night Safari', BUT this time, it's different composer, haha. I personally find the 'Sunset' nicer than the 'Sunrise', maybe I really don't like Adam Gorb, lol =P

Percussion makes or breaks this song, so I'm starting to feel the stress and pressure building up on me, shucks! and lucky that I'm only focusing on PEPS, so I'm really concentrating on them.

Sometimes kids are angels, sometimes they're just so irritating. At times, I really wanted to take the loudhailer and scream at them. However, I have to constantly remind myself that they're still young, in fact, very, and I was once like them too. And I surely gave lots of troubles to my instructors and seniors. Now I kinda miss those days when I was under Ms Lim, Ms Wee and Ms Ng, because they really guided us well and created the current me(in terms of percussion, haha)

I'm going to be so busy from now on, with prom, nan hua concert, driving, JLPT, mus'art, perc tutoring! gosh, after 'A'levels also so busy!!! kk will blog about my japanese exam and PROM! cya!

Spoilt

2007-11-25T01:09:00.000+08:00

I think I'm spoilt, because i complain things that are so trivial

I think I'm spoilt, because i complain, expecting others to clear up the mess

I think I'm spoilt, because my life isn't as bad and troubled as some people, yet i'm complaining

I think I'm spoilt, becuse i don't know how to understand others' feelings, am being self-centred

and I think I'm a failure, failing to show more care and concern to others

I think I'm utterly, hopelessly spoilt, and i'm spoiling other people's lives.

Spoilt.

YEA!

2007-11-22T22:04:00.000+08:00

ooo at last so free! and my blog is so dusty! wow, it feels great to be back blogging, 2 yrs of jc life passed so quickly yet so slowly (with all the agony of mugging). But now i'm kind of relieved that major things are over and i'm in the transition of my next phase of my life------NS!

'cos my enlistment date is like so long later, i've actually made my schedule to make me busy till then, with all the driving lessons, perc tutorin etc. i hope i can take it la, suddenly got so much interesting stuffs to do, =)

will be updating regularly with more pics comin' up! and today i'm just so lazy to post pics, =P cos i'm so tired after outin wiv wx, bear and jenny.

to wx, bear and jenny, if u read this entry, my cam pics out of 30+ only got 2 featured me leh, the rest of the pics are FULL of you guys, lol.

anyway, i had a great time today, and i will have a good time in the near future until... enlistment? haha

NJCSB

2007-07-26T20:20:00.000+08:00

ETUDE XXXII
The feedback wasn't bad! Everyone on the stage played their hearts out, so thank you band! I personally thought 1st half could have been done better, but hey, we got back to our feets by the 2nd half.

Percs, if you're reading this, I AM VERY PROUD OF YOU GUYS! We've made miracles, I really felt Marching Season was played beautifully, after slogging so hard. BSD was great too. Really thank you to Pei Ying, Cai Jie, Jia Min and Jocelyn for coming down to play with us, without you guys, we couldn't have gone that far. To my 2 juniors, Grace and Ma Rui, you guys have achieve what most can't, and that is how fast you guys have improved. Really, I've not seen anyone who has no experience to play at that standard. However, don't ever get complacent and continue to work hard, you guys are still far from pro-ness, to be frank. To Ernest, Amelia and Yi Hong, this was my first time having section mates of the same batch, and truthfully, I really enjoyed the company of you guys. You guys really rock!

Stage Band was another successful one, everyone simply loved it. I think NJ is really famous for Stage Band now, haha.

Best piece played(in my opinion): Instant Concert
We really brought out the feeling of this short, yet sweet and fulfilling piece. Especially the grunting! haha, I could hear Joe's voice from my recording! haha

As Etude ends, that marks the end of my 10 years of school band life. I'm really gonna miss it, I'm going to miss playing my drums, I'm going to miss all the band people, I'm going to miss NJCSB.

You're my light that brightens my grey life, you're the colour which adds vibrance to my life. Thank you my beloved, I really enjoyed the process of music making and pushing myself to go beyond my limits.

I'm definitely going to join a band, be it Alumni or Community Band etc.

2 photos! (Don't want upload the rest, cos laer say i bias then put only some, lol)

I just can't imagine what would my life be without NJCSB. =]

V Night tml! will post and upload pics lol

Argh

2007-07-21T21:52:00.000+08:00

Ok, I don't know if it's really good to think about this now, but

I think of you everytime, really, everytime...

At times I just wished I don't have any burden to bear to love you with all my might.

I hope we'll still keep in contact even after we part, and hopefully I can get you to love me as well.

I don't dare to declare, I'm too scared that I'm going to strain our friendship.

You might not even like me in the first place.

Lots of uncertainty, future looks bleak.

Slacking

2007-07-02T19:53:00.000+08:00

I'm just wasting my time. Got scolded for slacking again, it seems like i just cant get rid of this slacking nature in me. I started to read stem cells, but just somehow things can't go in, anyway i shall try my best to do as much as i can, only 4 months left! after that will be havoc! haha, am looking forward to that.

crunchyroll is damn good la, i watch bleach from like episode 27 to now 81 within few days. youtube seems like deleting all the anime episodes.. hmm. ahh i really dun like studying those borin stuffs.

Hey long time no see eh?

2007-06-29T19:56:00.000+08:00

It's been so long since I've blogged in May, and now it's going to be July. Time really flies, with many exciting events like SYF, ABC, CT(exciting?) and next is Etude! Soon, school band life will be over, and full mugging mode starts to take over. I know, after the 'A's, I'll be aimless again, just like during the 'O's. I've been thinking a lot recently about my future, like NS, University, and eventually working in the society. I've concluded that I want to go for SAF band audition, even if I'm not called for. Talking to Deon was really realy helpful, thanks! I still don't know what exactly I want to study in the U, and worse still, I don't know what job/career would I have.

"How good is the job?"

"Salary? Don't work for those that can't earn money!"

"I want to do something that I really like, but practicality?"

"Ultimately, I really do not know what I want..."

Recently my friend showed me his girlfriend's photo. It made me ponder a lot. It's not the matter of whether is the girl pretty or not, but it's more of the committment you need to make to maintain the relationship or even better.

"It's just only a few months later and all guys need to serve NS, so why get one now?"

"Why not? If you can get a girl that truly cares about you, and is willing to wait and so-called bear with the fact that yo're constantly away from her, why can't I get a gf?"

"That's like so heart wrenching for both parties! You won't get to see each other often, you can't communicate as and when you want, you can't protect her from the troubles she's facing, she might actually get one more new guy and make you a cuckold."

"Hey, that's the time when you see if the other party is committed to you or not. It's a test, a tough test for both to face."

It's weird for myself to type out all the thoughts that ran through my head, lol. I realised I suck in relationship, 'cos I don't know many stuffs and I seldom think about it.

Perhaps some day, I need to look myself in the mirror to reflect (no pun intended)

2007-05-27T12:38:00.000+08:00

I really yearn for the 'A's to finish, life REALLY sucks, especially if you can't understand most of what's going on. SYF season over, but new wave of band life comes, and that is none other than Etude. There are so many things to get headache of but it's all worth it because it's our concert! This is the highlight of every year, so we must not let ourselves get defeated by all the problems we're facing! Even though we only have like 50++ days to Etude, and like less than 20 practices, we MUST give our best shot and work as hard as what we've been doing during the competition to present what we, NJCSB, are capable in doing so. There is no way people are going to pay money for a performance which the players didn't put enough effort in. We have to get this point very clear. So, members, if you happen to read this entry, please wake up your idea/other's idea and work hard, please. It is the band that is responsible for the success or failure of the concert, and I'm sure all of us would want success.

I certainly hope that I'd be able to pass every subject in the next common test, not only because I want to go to Japan at the end of the year, but also to show myself how much I'm able to cope with the increasing stress level and still stand strong. Only 6 months left to 'A's, only about 7 months~9 months left to NS, only 2 years+ left to university, only 6~7 years+ to society. I'm ending my studying life soon, but that would mean I'd be facing new challenges which could be even more stressful, heart-breaking, or even devastating.

*shrugs shoulders*

Why am I thinking so much when I don't even know what I really want in life?

2007-05-12T14:22:00.000+08:00

Thank you NJCSB for letting me enjoy the last SYF in my life.

Thank you all for encouraging, disappointing, pissing me off etc, cos all these are what make us bonded.

I thank everyone sincerely, for giving me a chance to enjoy band music.

I'm contented with the result for I knew music is not about medals, but our hearts.

22 July marks the end of my long journey.

Sometimes I just wonder, what would I do w/o band.

2007-04-26T19:46:00.000+08:00

It's been reallllly a long time since I've updated my blog! Long time no see! I've only got like few hours to spare since today's half day. Today was one of the earliest time I've reached home------615pm. Intensive pracs make me lead days without seeing sunlight, which explains why I'm so white. =P

Anyway, stress level is getting real high since various performing arts have produced commendable results.. I believe if we've done our bestest, the results wldn really matter, but how much have we devoted to get what we actually want to have? Till now, I don't see everyone have the stong desire to get the honours, with such ppl arnd, i dun think we can do well, to make matters worse, this time round's judging is more strict.

I want everyone to enjoy the joy of making music, making music alive, but with this disgusting competition at our doorstep, i just wonder how much can we actually not get affected by this idiotic competition. A lot of people are falling ill, getting stressed, breakdown, or even on the verge of giving up. NO! This isn't the right way! WE MUST DO OUR BEST AND PROMISE THAT WE WILL ACCEPT WHATEVER THE RESULT MIGHT SHOW.

I hate those who don't try your best and jump to conclusion that you cant make it. This is just a lame excuse of your laziness. So before i whack your ass, you guys better buck up and work real hard to reach the so-called impossible, which in fact can be reached. WE'VE GOT THE POTENTIAL, so never say die or give up! =]

Enough of ranting. I'm glad to see the band improve, even though its at snail speed.

I just hope the thing will end soon, like very soon... I'm scared I might not be able to take it anymore.

2007-03-08T21:17:00.000+08:00

Yea, great. CTs are over. =]

Many things happened basically, good and bad stuffs mixed up.

Got one VERY good news:

'A' for GSC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG la
Was damn happy when Ms Wong(my CT) msged me say i got A for GSC. HAHA was jumping like mad in my room, jk. Went to skool to collect the result slip. Apparently 7 got A. Thats super cool. I proved soem wrong, and I'm damn happy about that. That guy, thinking I wouldn't make it cos my CT and promos result wasn't good and actually 'advised' me to take the exam next year (ie this year) so that i can raise the chances of getting A in Alvls. I understand his point of view but hey, you shouldn't put it across that way, that is so damn bloody wrong. I think he needs to understand why in the first place i took GSC? simply because i can take it at the end of 2006, which measn I've got a subject less to study in 2007. I don't have passion for chinese, i tell you. AND I PROVED YOU WRONG SIR, AND YOU SHOULD SAY AT LEAST A WORD OF CONGRATULATION SINCE YOU HAD NO FAITH IN ME. ok wadever, it's over.

Next big thing: Term 1 common test!

OMFG. Let's start wiv chem:
I'm quite okay if i can get a D, simply cos i knew i did the least study on it. 2 days only leh. wth la

Math:
phew, glad that i did the revision package. at least it gives me a chance to pass.

Bio:
hmmm.. killer? ok la, cos i did study abit here and there. could answer some Qs. Essay was crap thou.

Went to watch hannibal rising today. good show. and gruesome too. was again wanting to go to toilet like only after 45min and i endured until the show ended. cool huh. lol random.

tml road run! slacking time... haha

NJCSB Mr Ho's BNing and Reunion Dinner 2007

2007-02-24T23:57:00.000+08:00

I turned up late when im supposed to meet some band ppl at JE mrt cos Boon msg me say he forgot to bring oranges and i was searching like mad for them. however, he suddenly sms say he rushed back to take them. -.-'''

Haha anyway, while on the way to tanah merah to meet at 930, jean suddenly called lynna, saying she reached alr. SO shocking la, so enthu about the BNing. haha (if u wonder wads BNing, it is called bai-nian-ing=visit ppl's house during CNY). Mr Ho's house VERY nice la! 4 cars, got maid, got super zai audioset, and a v big dog as big as Boon.

After that we went to chiong back to JE to buy caijie's stuffs and go home to resty and change for the reunion dinner. Wore this very red shirt wiv all the black pants and the shoes, only to realise others were not so formal. WTH la, make me feel weird.

Enough of ranting, we made our way to the RSYC with JH, YH and Ame in my dad's car. We reached there quite early and so we went touring the area. The sea view is nice! next time bring my stead there. LOL anyway, the quaterdeck wasnt nicely done and stuffs, but tt didnt really matter cos ultimately we were there for food and photo taking! Few activities and table game was played, details are too much to be written here but in summary, I was involved in every single games and stuffs which made me super high. I think i went on drugs and started to rape my camera. Though not much were taken, but i guess sometimes things neednt have physical stuffs to be remembered.

SHIT, WHY AM I WRITING LIKE THAT? Must be too high alr.

Thats all for today, and just before ending this entry, I think the welfare has done their best to make this dinner happen, so thank you Boon and Old woman. =]

Here're some photos taken today:

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NJCSB Orientation 2007

2007-01-27T21:49:00.000+08:00

I seriously didn't know how bad the games were going to be, esp jean's. IT WAS SO DIRTY AND I COULDN'T RESIST TO 'EGG' JEAN.

Anyway, my group Presto comprised of Xiang Yin, Ma Rui, Vanessa, Wen Si and me. Even though our cheer isn't fantastic, but i guess we had fun playing and do some idiotic stuffs like sour power. Haha.

Hope the juniors will at least enjoy a little and love this band more, really need everyone's passion and committment to make wonders...

Dinner at Pastamania, West Mall. I hope we didn't smell bad and affected other customers. We talked quite a bit, with 2 sax juniors sitting in front of me during dinner and coffee bean. I think saxophone section is going to be a lively section. BUT, never forget there's perc. As long as crappy people like me exist, I would want my section to be as crazy as hell. HAHA

Today ended very fast, and now back to my old habit of getting depressed over assignments, assignments and assignments. J2 is stressful, but I'll pull through it. No matter what happens. =]

2007-01-12T21:19:00.000+08:00

Oh man, been busy with so many stuffs! J2 already, time really flies. In no time, my hair will turn white, and soon, it can reflect light. Argh, everything is so freakingly fast.

Oh wells, what to do?

Band has taken up most of my time as we had to deal with recruitment, meetings, and of course, practices. I'm so glad that perc is doing rather fine, and we shall emerge as the best section ever!

City in the sky is a very nice piece, I particularly like the momentum of this song.

A Celebration of the American Automobile is a really chiim song. With all the dynamics and the wacky sounds here and there, it makes this music full of life.

Amazonia's composer's song seems difficult, after looking at the conductor score. Traditionally hard, it's really a great challenge.

Perc ensnsemble brainstorming now! Created this international kinda feeling with Brazillian Street Dance, Walking like an Egyption, Variations of a Chinese Opera. (Oh ya by the way, Variations of a Chinese Opera is super duper cool~!)

Ok, done with band stuffs. Now is school life time! Well, at last I'm together with my own civic class, which means no more moving to other classes and having tutorials with others. BUT, why NOW!? Now I miss S20, S21, and S23 people lots, we had so much fun time together! But I guess it's inevitable bah.. anyway, J2 is the time to chiong, not play play already. With so many free periods, I better fully utilise this time and buck up on my weaker subjects, which basically mean every subjects. AHH. Sian

2006-12-25T23:47:00.000+08:00

Merry Xmas folks! Have a nice holiday!

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2006-12-11T23:35:00.000+08:00

Doing volunteer work at the museum was really an exciting one! Though I made few complaints about how naughty kids are, how food sucks, and how tiring it was.

To begin with, I attended the briefing for all volunteers for the opening festival of national museum of spore. The gallery theatre was very posh and has a nice ambience to sleep(lol), so I just dozed off halfway! haha

8dec= the training for amozozo, a sculpture designed by alan parkinson, architect of air. The interior design was fabulous, especially when sunlight went through the coloured pvc.

9dec= children workshop for 8 hours! oh man, I must say I've learnt a lot from here, like how to make a mini xmas tree, reindeer paper puppet etc. and nowadays, kids are smart. They really know how to be sarcastic. dealing with kids ain't easy, you must really know how to speak well, properly, and most importantly, not sound scary, and smile all time. WOW, that was q abit of challenge, but hey, it turned out fine. the record= taking care of 6 kids at one go. haha

10dec= first 2 hours were spent on homemade, the showcase of singapore's music. on that day was ethan ong, the youngest busker in singapore, to perform his drums skill. haha, he's pro!

Homemade!

10dec&11dec= Amozozo! Let the pics explain to you.

and here're some random pics taken during these few days

Figurines!
Lightings!

2006-12-07T15:44:00.000+08:00

NH Cult Pot costs $10, venue was at VCH, fixed seating

Oh man, I've totally wasted $10.

All the performances were not up to standard, most of the time I spent stoning away. However, this gave me a chance to talk to old frens, which I didn mind at all.

As a former band member, of course I would take note of the band's performance. I found band performance was the best out of the entire Cult Pot. I guess it's cos of the impact given to everyone. But, I found the perc sect was way too loud, woodwinds running notes were unclear and brass were too heavy at times. Still got more to improve~!

I think it's fate that brought me to ACJC's concert the following day. I'm glad that I attended the concert. 3hrs, $10 only, and quality playing. Cool. I loved the repetoire, and I assume this to be one of the most enjoyable concert I've ever attended. Now, NJ faces another competition from them. haha with all the gimmicks, jokes, and playing, $10 certainly didnt go to dustbin.

Grad nite performance's journey started from 8am. In school practising those songs, then to Swissotel for preparation. There many times we HAD to stone and wait for instructions by the SC cos rehearsal's gonna start and stuffs. Wasted alot of time there. The place was super cold until my hands were freezing and cant really feel my fingers gripping the sticks. LOL.

See the performance put up by the stage band! The photo quality not tt gd thou. haha

After the performance we went to find some seniors to take photo and talk abit. All of them looked fabulous!

Following tt, we went to Marina Sq to play pool. I can now proudly say tt perc rox at playing pool, cos all of us had white ball entering the hole, with me being the expert of shooting white ball OFF the table. Smart me.

Yest had band BBQ, so after band prac we went to Ten Miles to buy food and stuffs. Did some stuffs there like stone in Jo's house, play pool, set up pit etc.

We juz basically had fun la. haha

2006-11-25T22:19:00.000+08:00

Tune In!!!

Abit sad cos quite a number pangseh, then tune in was rather empty.. nonetheless, i think we've done a gd job since things went on rather smoothly. mayb we could hav been notified earlier tt there WAS a tune in in 2004. we wldn b in a mad rush with a template arnd. after tune in was juz a gossiping session wiv my sect and cindy, the pcc queen. hahahahaha. shant mention the details cos it's too explicit. hehe

anyway, i helped to take angela's trays and there were like 5 dirty trays. carry until abit pain alrd, lol i'm weak. we got to know tt one more tray was left inside the bus. we seriously tot we wldn get back tt anymore. BUT, when py and me took bus 154, we suddenly saw this very familiar green tray at the rear of the bus. oh man, it WAS the missing tray. haha hurray!

sounds so comical but it was really true.

see ya! haha

New blogskin!

2006-11-20T14:59:00.000+08:00

Ok, this is a very good chance for me to update my blog! This is my 1st time changing my blogskin, cos i simply too noob and had to ask etude 1, who is an ah ma herself, how to change blogskin. there i go!!! thanks jean for the help. i tink its not bad for the skin design, the entire skin is q cool.

anyway, had lots of activities and going to have more activities too. band is enough, stil hav class cip and cip in museum. not forgettin to mention the set up of nan hua alumni band, and attending concerts, goin outings and stuffs.

Study also, since my promos cmi.

museum volunteer coordinators are quite funny! they rmb mine and colesaw's name. haha, the briefing abit borin cos they go thru the programmes and stuffs, and the gallery theatre is freaking nice la, you guys shld go to the museum once, especially when i'm there during 4th to 11th dec, haha.

i managed to sell 24 $10 and 5 $8 tics for nh cult pot. The tchrs shld b veh happy tt i can do so much to help sell. i wonder if there wld b full house in VCH, meaning 800 ppl gonna watch nh's performing arts groups. hmmm...

Announcements:

NJCSB TUNE IN 2006
25/11/2006 SATURDAY
9AM - 1PM+
NJC SYMPHONIC BAND ROOM

COME COME COME COME COME!!!!!

Calling out to all ex-nan hua band ppl:

NH alumni band wants you! pls send ur particulars to nhsblove@hotmail.com!!! you'll be notified through email regarding application and stuffs!!!

2006-11-09T17:52:00.000+08:00

I'm so damn bloody happy that PW is finally over!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

There are quite a few things to write about:

GSC exam was kind of a disaster. cos no one spotted the right Q, including the tchr. so it's really true that the tchr sux. in the end i did smth that i've NEVER studied in my entire course of GSC. The question was 'What is your opinion about the news of schools having sex education as curriculum' It was q diff to write initially as you've got to view it as a CURRICULUM. but i managed to crap out smth and wrote 5.5pgs of chinese characters. AMAZING i must say, cos it's the longest compo i've ever written in my entire life. hopefully this would mean smth good. i was kinda surprised to find that NONE of the GSC candidates did my Q. And they were like all stunned when they heard that i did THAT Q. But actually i feel its ok lor. anyway GR isnt cold la, then made my bag super bulky. -.-

Today was my OP day, and i tell u, its really bad when u have audience duty then presentation. imagine seeing the questions bombarded by tchrs even b4 u present, and those Qs they ask is super absurd la. I didnt manage to complete my speech simply bcos i took my time to talk properly (i'm sure many saw how nervous i was). but eh not bad, when i posed my Q to the audience, they were rather amused by my reaction towards the answers they gave.

"wat's the 1st thing tt comes to ur mind when we are talkin abt the construction of the arts mall?"
"space"
"ok.. any other answers?"
"cost"
"actually i was thinking abt tt"
"HAHA"

anyway i'm always scared for Q&A, cos during OP wksp and dry run, i didn answer the Qs properly. Today, the Q is so stupid

"you've said tt middle aged group dont have prior knowledge abt arts. can u substantiate ur point?"
"well, take my parents for example, they dont q understand when they watch certain arts performances. we did survey and many mentioned tt they dont q get the meanin of arts. thus, we can say tt they dont have prior knowledge"

actually, this Q was alrd mentioned in the ppt, where we said arts education wasn emphasised in the past, therefore they dont hav knowledge

so dumb la, the tchr

"ok.. but we know tt many middle aged group do contact wiv arts, like teochew opera, cha-cha, line dance etc. so how can u say they do not hav knowledge?"
"yea.. BUT, they only know their specific arts areas. like for example, this old lady know how to do linedance, and she has certain knowledge abt line dance, BUT tt doesn mean she knows abt other areas of arts. the knowledge we're talkin abt is the varied knowledge, but not specific direction."
"ok, so u want to have the middle-aged to b more diversified and have knowledge in various kinds of arts?
"yea of cos tt's wad we wish for"

OMG, wad kinda Q&A session is tt. damn screwed la 3 bloody Qs bombarded by tt woman. ARGH. hope i can make it

althou PW is so tiring and texing and juz so damn bloody irritating, but i tink i'm gonna miss those moments my grp had so much fun. like discussion in I&E hub, when we end up drawing on the table. like when we chiong for EoM, we juz basically chiong and dun care abt other stuffs. like when we go to Jo's house, we screamed and cheered and clapped like mad for the video. and of cos, the chalet feelin whenever we go to jo's house, cos we got to mac and BK w/o fail everytime and the way we dress realli feels like chalet la. hahahaha

now, i'm so free, call me out. haha, depends if i'm free thou. haha byez

2006-10-08T23:26:00.000+08:00

Being able to laugh a lot really makes you feel good

I had an ultimate mahjong session, laughed non stop for few hours

Watched YouTube's shows until i cried, simply because the shows were overwhelmingly hilarious

school starts tomorrow

i hate it

but band starts tomorrow too, so i'm going

all because of band, i'm still here

band, don't make me detest you

2006-10-06T20:50:00.000+08:00

Phew at last one major exam period is over, and I seriously don't know if i can make it this time round, as some know, i couldn't promote with my ct results. However, now it's time for me to completely rest and play as much before any papers come back. It seems like only chem is the most hopeful one, this is very bad. Another major exam is my GSC and OP. Actually I'm quite worried for my GSC cos I've been underperforming throughout this entire year and it's pretty bad now. I guess the main problem is that I'm not able to get enough facts and to develop them further. 2/11/06, it's only less than a month, hopefully i can make a miracle happen. OP is another worrying one, I was already very nervous during the OP workshop, how on earth am i going to do well during the OP? I really think PW is a sucky subject. Fuck off PW.

I had 2 interesting talks with Yi Hong and Garry.

Talking to YH was about how screwed up our lives are in nj cos of various reasons, i think he faces more problems than me, all the best YH! We both concluded that relationship is a no-no for this age, we both suck at maths, and we gotta manage many things which make us have less time for himself and myself. Sometimes i dread NJ cos this college screwed up my social life. I'm not in any of my class' tutorials, and I'm sticking to the other class' people which make me feel isolated and lost. Even though it's already been long since March, but this kinda thing isn't easy to let go. To make things worse, my results is one of the most cmi one in the entire college, so how? so screwed up, i might as well leave college before they kick me out right? anyway retain also got one advantage------ i can make new friends with the new class, and hopefully don't end up in this current state.

Garry's conversation is about how others perceive me. 'You're a nerd, cos you don't play computer games', i know this sentence is just to 'suan' me and he admitted it, but it's a fact that i don't belong to the 'norm' who plays computer games, engage themselves in sports etc. I know it's very important to be yourself, but how are you going to manage that when all these stuffs are around? Sometimes i'd stop and think what exactly are my aims/goals in life, and who exactly am I.

I sound pessimistic, and i am. How to change myself for the better?

Jean's intending to change her name to Zara, which i apparently think it sucks. Jean is good enough already, at least many of us wear you. Armani is worse, branded but definitely not suited for name. So, branding isn't everything.

Nan Hua-NJ band people like Jia Hao and me claimed that we know how to package ourselves in front of others. Why? cos people said JH is very pro when he plays sax, but Puay Bing says he 'act' pro. When people say i'm pro on drums, it's another 'i look pro' thing.

I think I'm very proficent in packaging myself as a funny, lame person, without letting others realise the struggle within myself.

Now i wish i'm approaching the end of 2007 so that i can leave the college for good.

2006-09-01T21:49:00.000+08:00

If u guys are free, which is unlikely so, go use radio.blog.club. i think its realli a gd website.
anyway, today decided to blog cos i was told an inhumane incident.

my dad saw an accident today, the car knocked down an ah pek on bicycle. the car, sittin a middle-aged za boh of abt 35yrs old(commonly known as auntie) was comin out of the small lane at the NEWater plant at Bedok and i guessed the car was travellin at q fast speed la, then nv see the bicycle properly then langah lo.. the bicycle flew to the next lane on the main road.. the ah pek fell onto the floor w/o movin, the bitch went out of the car to see if he's alrite, at the same time, seein if her dear car was damaged or not. then she went to lean against her car and used her DGD call duno hu the hell. call until she kiao kah when like 100000000eyes lookin at her la. tt one call pro sia. then tt poor ah pek lie on floor then head bleed la. lucky some singaporeans are kind-hearted, quickly stop their cars and come down help. one of them called the police, took towel and tried to stop the ah pek fr bleedin. then at tt time, tt bitch is doin wad!!!!??? juz merely talkin on fone la. dun hu the MTF she callin.. i seriously doubt its mata or eeyore.

noticed i used really lousy language, cos i feel lousy. i asked my dad
"how would you know all these details when you were in the car, driving?"

"... I guessed things were like that."

LOL

anyway promos approaching! wow, let me clear this time round! and make me promoted. =]

Mugging partner seekers, I'm available. hehe.
[Only shorlisted candidates are notified]=this sounds so wrong la, i not so da pai la. lol

Mug, if not go get a cup.

2006-08-09T21:50:00.000+08:00

Too many people to say sorry to, too many things in life we've regretted, too much time has been wasted because of idleness, too much assignments and tests to handle.

Life sucks

I feel my blog somehow has returned to its original state where cobwebs are all around it. Guess i'm still not cut out for being like those enthusiasts who glue themselves in front of their computers and spoil their eyesights.

It's bad to know that secretary's job scope is getting larger and larger day by day, practice by practice. This tests my time management and the rate of completion of assignments and studies.

"Argh"

NDC rehearsals and actual were okay, in the sense that we still managed to do something presentable. The Terra cheer was hilarious, imagine 5 guys namely Jia Hao, Joe, Nicholas, Timothy, and me whacking the condemned drums like some idiots and breaking holes and drumsticks.

*The old band room bowl* LOL

4/5 Gathering, I knew there wasn't much planning of activities because the main purpose of the gathering is to see victor. Haha, things can't change much within a year, he hasn't changed much! i'm glad he found himself over there and built, moulded his own, very own character. Life in UK isn't as nice as what i assumed. School life practically takes up every minute of your life, but things are slower and not as hasty as Singapore. I seriously think someday, students in Singapore will just breakdown if this kinda constant enormous pressure is applied to us.

Perc Outing, as usual, always end up having fun, even though $ and time has to be spent. I love my seniors, because they really think we can't afford the price and willing to help us pay. Thanks alot for the thought, it's really fine. =] and i really appreciate my other J1 sectionmates, because it really isn't easy being the only junior/senior, and you guys are there to help support each other and talk rubbish.

Singapore, happy 41st Birthday!

and I'm off to the sea of assignments, firstly the GSC composition which supposedly should have been handed in on Tuesday. Ironically, the title of compo is 'How to solve the problems incurred by blogging?', and here I am blogging. I can immediately answer that question, and that is half an hour can really be used on blogging and I've 30minutes lesser to spend to mug to fulfill the requirement of a NJCian. =] You think I can pass my compo by that statement? HAHA

Never Will I Be Beaten

2006-07-27T22:55:00.000+08:00

NJ has Km, I have AM(Anger Management).

I'm back tracking, since I dont realli remember all the details that happened within those weeks.
I'm sorry if anyone was rather annoyed/sian/disappointed to see my blog rotting.

Back to the first sentence, y AM?
My character seems full of nonsense, lame jokes, craps, but i do have temper, which poses quite a big prob. this uncontrollable anger made the people arnd me disappointed, irritated and even to the extent of detest. What have i been doin for these 18yrs? nth. there's minimal improvements. so this suggests how inefficient i am in controlling my temper. many, like friends, family, 'colleagues' etc have all commented on my poor conduct of behaviour and urged me to improve. these comments have really hit hard on me, my self-esteem was dissolving away as i started to wonder the incapability of me. My sis once told me to control my temper as this can lead to ineffectiveness. i nv knew my temper portrayed me to be inefficient and to those who agrees, thanks, as this was the main reason i decided to blog.

I WILL CHANGE, and change for better, to prove those who condemned me wrong.

26/7 was the AGM, a meeting which takes place annually. new excos and music comm will sit infront of the band, together with the previous excos and music comm. this agm marked the end of the j2s and the start of the j1s. even thou the handover ceremony was rather cliche, it meant the passing over of band management and ur task requirements, which definitely is goin to b heavy and dreadful. i'm prepared, tts y i went to run for exco. secretary meant a lady's job and some crap stuffs. and i am now the secretary. omg. tt means i got to mark attendance, and all the misc stuffs, thou unexpected, i believe i stil can do a gd job! haha and i wun go feminine ok.. after agm went thai express.. and durin the journey, as usual, i became high again and started crappin till some told me to shut up for 30min, which was a BIG challenge for me. In the end, i juz cant stand w/o talkin la. haha

takin attendance is nv easy, and will nv be. makin sure no one's missed out, comin early to skool its juz so tough. i was one of the freq late comer when i actualli saw the attendance book. haha and now im the one in charge of takin attendance. so cool la. haha.

i tot i will write veh long, but decided to keep it short. testin my summary skill. haha.

Never Will I Be Beaten] Remember.

Etude

2006-07-09T18:23:00.000+08:00

It was awesome and simply fantastic to be able to put up such a good performance. Although the rehearsal and the tech runs were quite sucky, we managed to do our very best to show, prove others NJband's potential and passion for music. I'm so glad that I was able to take part in this concert.

Perc ensemble blew everyone away!!! Our strokes were good, beats were VERY neat and precise and we each had smiles on our face! I'm gonna miss the dustbins.

Stage Band was another 'wooooot' experience. We managed to capture our audience's attention and I could really see that everyone was enjoying(this may not apply to dancers cos they're too embarrassed,lol)

People who came and support me, thank you so much and I love those presents and flowers.

Etude nite was another experience not to be forgotten. Julian's frenz bought him a Hard Gay toy and we juz went nuts playin it. The loser's forfeit was so hilarious and it was further highlighted by angela's forfeit. (hahahahahahahahahahahaha). anyway, we went to shermin's B1 room and watched the second half of 3rd and 4th placing. Fell asleep while watching(and btw i was having flu at that time) and by the time i woke up, 3-1 and germany won! haha.

Rushing my Maths VA, so sucky la. but since etude is over, i guess i would have to really focus on my studies.

I'm going to miss the seniors.

2006-07-02T15:38:00.000+08:00

I felt it wasn't that bad to fail the common tests, but after realising how others did, I think I'm screwed. GP was'nt as difficult as I imagined it to be, but still, won't be able to do well. Chem was a disaster, dumb-founded when I actually read the 1st Q of Structured Paper, and after the paper, I didn't even bother going for the H3 Selection Test.
"HOW ON EARTH CAN I GET A 'B'? 'F' maybe."
Following after the Chem paper was MATH. It was the worst paper I've ever seen in my entire life. Skipped 5Qs out of 11Qs and I definitely know that I'm going to have a 'F'estival. The following day was a good day for me to mug my Bio, but imagine yourself trying to squeeze 6 chapters(Most of them being big topics like DNA), it's a Mission Impossible. Thus, Thursday's Bio was screwed up, not because the paper was difficult but unable to get the facts right and even some forgotten. Cursed myself for being such a slacker and being very forgetful. The last day was supposed to be the easiest paper for me---GSC. I admit I'm very slow when I'm doing my comprehension, therefore, my own sweet time turned bitter. Composition was not checked, and the summary wasn't counted(the number of words).
Usually people will hang out after tests and exams to relax and stuffs like that, but I didn't. No $$$, no friends to hang out with 'cos all of them were at home, slacking away , and my lunch was at home. LOL

Band prac on 1july. I was supposed to go to Mandai Crematorium and Columbarium to pay respect to my grandfather who just passed away a year ago. However, it was band rehearsal day so my mum told me go for band prac. Mr Ho indeed was quite pissed with us, especially when some members displayed some unhappiness on their face, and some showed no common sense. Percussion meeting included eating, talking crap and seeing that J-team boys. Seriously, I don't understand and won't understand, but if there're girls I don't mind too. Haha. Met Em at Outram with py and talked for hours. Too many stuffs happened within years and we just had lots of catching up and lots of 'nai niang' to do. This has cost us an additional fare of $2 for overstaying in MRT station. CRAP. Never did this before, guess that was a good experience for me. During dinner with my family, realised how important it is to be able to care for each other, especially among family members and relatives.

More to come when exciting stuffs arrive! Like having band prac every day from monday onwards! Haha, Etude XXXI

Once more, I sincerely appeal to all and come for NJCSB concert

Etude XXXI
8th July 2006, Saturday
1930
The Esplanade
Tickets priced $15 and $18

I got to mug for Chem Energetics Definition Exercise for Wednesday's Tutorial, if not the new teacher will make us answer her Qs, and I'm sure it's not a good thing. =] Math VA too..

2006-06-30T13:57:00.000+08:00

-Finished-

Update

2006-06-10T21:17:00.000+08:00

lONG TIME SINCE i UPDATED.

sORRY PEOPLE AGAIN. hAHA

29/05/06
cHEM sKILL b AND c
cHEM lAB cm44

sucked to the core

30/05/06
gsc mAKE-UP lESSON
cOMPUTER lAB

boring

gsc iNDIVIDUAL mEETING
cOMPUTER lAB

hO SAID MY CHINESE IS GOOD, BUT STILL NOT ENOUGH TO SCORE
tOTAL gg LA.. BUT DECIDED TO TAKE THE EXAM THIS YEAR, SO i MUST do well!!!

31/05/06
mATH mAKE-UP CUM rEVISION lESSON
ca6

oh man.. IT WAS FULL 4 HOURS!! bUT I SURVIVED!!

05/06/06
bAND cAMP dAY 1

i WAS ALLOCATED IN THE GROUP cHOPIN(PRONOUNCED AS SHO-PAN) AND I HAD A HELL LOT OF GOOD TIME AND FUN. MY SLEEPING PLACE WAS ta28. iT WAS REALLY TIRING TO WALK FROM THERE TO THE WASHROOM, ESPECIALLY WHEN IN DAWN AND MY FEET INJURED FROM PLAYING EXCESSIVE GAMES.

tHE MOVIE WE WERE WATCHING WAS TITLED "sWING gIRLS'. i DIDN'T KNOW IT WAS A jAPANSESE SHOW UNTIL IT WAS AIRED, AND IT WAS A VERY FUN SHOW, HILARIOUS. hOWEVER, THINGS DIDN'T JUST GO SMOOTHLY AND WE COULDN'T WATCH THE MOVIE!!!!

06/06/06
bAND cAMP dAY 2

pt!!!!! tHE ONE I'M IN-CHARGE OF! sORT OF SCREWED UP BECAUSE WE DIDN'T ALLOCATE THE GROUPINGS WELL AND RESULTED IN CONFUSION. sORRY PEOPLE.

mUSIC qUIZ! i'M SO PROUD OF MYSELF TO BE ABLE TO ANSWER THE cONTRABASSOON QUESTION!!! aND mELVIN'S ACTING SKILL IS REALLY CANNOT UNDERSTAND.. sUGAR pLUM fAIRY

eXCO gAMES!! OH MAN... THIS WAS THE EVENT EVERYONE HAS BEEN TALKING ABOUT.. IT WAS QUITE FREAKY AND CREEPY, ESPECIALLY AT SO DESERTED AND UNKNOWN AREAS... I WAS SO DARN SCARED BY vAN, hENG AND cIN LA... WITH ALL THEIR WHITE FACES!

07/06/06
bAND cAMP dAY 3
iT WAS SO SWEET FOR THE WHOLE BAND(NOT EXACTLY WHOLE THOUGH) TO CELEBRATE MY BIRTHDAY FOR ME! hAPPY 18~! wE ORDERED mAC FOR SUPPER AND ATE THE PANDAN CAKE lol.

iT WAS THE LAST NIGHT OF THE BAND CAMP, SERIOUSLY, WHO CARES ABOUT SLEEPING! sO WENT TO WATCH fINAL dESTINATION 3.. OH MAN.. THAT SHOW.. IT WAS BLOODY AND DISGUSTING. aND NOW i HAVE THIS HABIT OF LINKING EVERYTHING WITH fd3..

mY SECT AND FEW OTHERS GAVE ME A SHIRT! iT'S NICE AND THANKS! HEHE =]

[bAND PRACTICES OVERALL WERE QUITE GOOD, JUST THAT WE TEND TO LOSE OUR CONCENTRATION AND NOT DO WELL, JUST HOPE THAT WE CAN PULL IT OFF AND DO A VERY GOOD JOB ON eTUDE xxxi !!!]

I'm so HIGH~~

2006-05-26T22:46:00.000+08:00

i'm on drugs

cos i'm becoming lamer and lamer, higher and higher.

pw: oh man, cos daniel wong is on reservice la, then got wadever this tutor hu's xuan's gp tutor.. totalli cmi la.. dun like the sight of her.. so in e end decided to pon her lessosn thru out.. and i guess we missed out quite alot =]

gsc: oh man, i'm so deterred away by chinese now.. so hiong, so content and the tchr oso abit cmi.. speakin oso muz breathe heavily.. now stil wan assess our work and comment if we can take the exam this yr.. if cannot then how?? money pay moe no refund one leh.. he pay ah? no-brainer sia.. and my chinese gettin lousier day by day la.. damn scared he cut me off.

bio: paul davidson has left us! oh man, wad a pity.. he's a gd guy and now i respect him even more cos he decided to go back to his hometown to take care of his mum, shortly after his father has passed away. and he was against in dumpin parents into old folk's home. wad a gd guy. and soon after we noe hu's goin to b our bio tutor, i tink i can slp well in bio. =]

chem: charmaine lau oso left us today la. anyway she relief one.. she's realli fun to b made fun of. all the 'suaning' sessions we had and criticisms made by both parties will b gone.. so sad. nextly, the chem tutor comin to teach us is good, at least tts wad i heard. haha, hopefulli my chem can improve..

math: ruby was so damn pissed off today.. but till this extent she hasn hollered. *amazed* and i promise u i'll do my work. =]

gp: i love my tutor. =]

band: i tink im gettin crappier as days pass.. and LAMER too. haha and perc sect rocks la. oh man, this is so bcos im here! i'm so bhb la... sorrie. and im very HIGH now.. dustbin playin can nv b so fun after this session.. omg. i love the RITUAL session and the idea of WHISTLES. so cool i tink. and tt dumb t.i.c came and kpkb la.. we juz started onli la. tok so much.. wasted 20min.. and btw, i noticed tt prof ho likes to anyhow call ppl, esp j1s.. and me! oh man.. suddenly called me.. tot plain FF drumset.. then he said "Bar 230"

... ...

i need onli play ONE beat la..

i learnt one thing.. bein a percussionist hu noes how to play perc isnt enuf.. its the drive, motivation, passion and washing skills to b a gd percussionist.

and k box outin was abit.. haha, funny =]

RANDOM: i found out i got quite a few nicknames. lol.

[Crapped]

=[

2006-05-21T00:42:00.000+08:00

Today was probably the most fulfiling experience i ever had. it was my first njc band performance on 37th college day, played [The Inn of Sixth Happiness], other than tt, we had funtasia2 and went out to vch to watch tj concert.

Band-- i was super nervous to play my part! its my 2nd mallet performance in my entire band life, since the primary skool [clitonian sketch], which was a disaster. lol at last, AT LAST!!! i din screw up!=] and i tink band played well =] and i tink i'm beginnin to like mallets. come'on i havta to do well for my mallets!!! the next is ETUDE XXXI !!! i'm lookin forward man, my first ever concert!! ppl, muz come kkz...

Funtasia-- my game stall! hoop and strike! it was darn farni tryin to hit the targets usin tennis balls and hockey stick. practically missed everything.. sucks la, shows i got no ball sense, onli got music sense. was abit pissed off when my fren told me she wasnt goin to purchase the tix.. was abit of "wat the F***??!".. ok.. huizhong told me not to hurl vulgarities. lol, in e end i used those coupons and fed myself fat and scare myself at the haunted house. the haunted house by the ip not so scary leh.. it was juz shock onli... haha, next time do a gd job sia.. but 6bucks la... qiao1 zha4. i tot there wun b much crowd, but nv expect so many to turn up! haha, not bad la, q fun! =]

concert-- the repertoire, omg, it was so BORING la. thou the new world symphony was good. i half slpt the first mvt.. lol the 2nd and 4th mvt, even thou it was more lively, i still cant win the battle bet the slpy bug and myself.. anyway dey had perc ensemb and stage band.. the perc ensemb comprised of arrgt of twinkle little star, samba beats and some skits.. it wasn impressive la, but at least the skit showed some creativity.. but am sure njcsb perc can do it! we RAAAAWWWWWWWKK! nway, samba beat thou many liked it, i felt it was average, nth much.. like tt nj perc oso can do lo.. its rather simple.. even tribal beat better.. the last song of perc ensemb was worse la.. totally borin. haha stage band was drama.. and it realli engaged ppl and captured ppl's attention..
i've learnt one thing form this concert, NEVER TO SIT NEAR THOSE CRAZY SUPPORTERS. THEY WILL SCREAM LIKE THEY WERE IN HELL AND MAKE YOUR LIFE A HELL AS WELL.
last 2 songs fr main band wasn tt impressive, guess it wasn well-polished by the student conductors.. haha after the concert, we(ah zhong, wang zi, jia hao, joe, julian and me) went to mac for supper. fun time oso.

in life, we've gotta learn fast and apply fast. things arent goin tt smoothly, ups and downs.. so tired, everyday.. study, band, tuts, slp. even thou we were told umpteen times we needn mug so hard, but everyone's piain la.. so scary.

and, Angela, the vampire, i nv bully u kkz..

by kakeru, the another vampire. =[

Crap

2006-05-11T17:55:00.000+08:00

KH, i read ur blog and now then i try out, a bit lag huh. lol anyway,
"Decide 20 ppl.don't read the questions tillyou decided the 20 ppl.there is no ranking in the number.just randomly.and tag 5 people to do this survey.ready or not? start!"
1)Bo yuan
2)Chun Ling
3)Jacinda
4)Meifen
5)Jie Ying
6)Daniel
7)Benjamin Tan
8)Puay Bing
9)Jia Hao
10)Edwin
11)Hai Yuan
12)Jing Hui
13)Koon Hui
14)Cornelius
15)Hong Yee
16)Jenny
17)Louis
18)Claudia
19)Min Er
20)Samuel Ho

5ppl to do the survey: Jacinda, Puay Bing, Claudia, Benjamin Tan and Jie Ying

1= How do you meet 14?
When in Sec 1. back then was the innocent and toot stage. lol

2=What would you do if you never met 1?
I've got one less brudda in my life.

3=What would you do if 20 and 9 date?
oh my, even thou, they are both BM, can't possibly be gays rite?

4=Do you ever like 19?
like her as fren, she's funny. lol

5=Will 6 and 17 make a great couple?
wow, if their sexual orientation is homo la

6=Describe 3
she's blur most of the time, gullible to a certain extent, and violent too. but she's a nice girl =]

7=Do you think 8 is attractive?
er.. not my type. she do behave like a guy at times

8=Say something about 7
he's a veh friendly guy, and i was teachin him japanese la. lol, man, miss him lots cos he had lots of fun together. yea~

9=Do you know any of 12's family?
went his hse b4, can recognise his parents and sister.

10=What's 3's favourite?
cute stuffs like soft toy dogs?

11=What would you do if 18 confess his/her love for you?
claudia???? startled la, cos it'll nvnv happen.

12=What language does 15 speak?
mandarin, english and dialect bah. shld be..

13=Who is 9 going out with?
oh WOW. its his junior, from our pri skool one.. lol

14=How old is 16 now?
16! same as her number. lol

15=When is the last time you talk to 13?
on msn. forgot when

16=Who is 2's favourite singer or band?
oh my. i hav difficulties answerin this q la.. confirm english songs.

17=Would you ever date 4?
i did.

18=Would you date 7?
come on. i'm straight.

19=Is 15 single?
yea i guess so.

20=What's 10 last name?
NG. or u can say pang. cos he is pang chiwin. LOL, nvm if those u dun get it.

21=Would you be in serious relationship with 11?
i said tt i'm straight la!!

22=What school does 8 goes to?
ACJC!!

23=Where does 6 lives?
he told me is bukit timah area, aint sure abt this

24= What's your favourite thing about 5?
er.. can call her auntie, or jigglypuff, thou she loathe tt. lol, fun to play wiv

25=Have you ever seen 17 naked?
we juz went to toilet together to change clothes. lol

Cool rite? come on, try out~!!!

NJCSB

2006-05-07T22:29:00.000+08:00

Etude XXXI is coming up!!!!!!!!!!!!
Must come support!
Buy from me!!
Guarantee no regrets!

Esplanade
8th July, Saturday
tix at $15 and $18

btw, i cant see my tagboard so pls leave ur comments at the 'comments' dere.

thx =]

Dead blog

2006-04-22T20:07:00.000+08:00

my blog is so dead!!!

cos i got no time!

tts sad.

jc muggin like hell..

cca heavy..

sorrie peeps if u wan to see my blog, cos i realli got no time update

pls use the tagboard. cos i dun tink i'll b postin blogs fer the time being.

yea thanks. =]

Ciao!

B l a n k

2006-03-28T21:08:00.001+08:00

At last I'm back

It's been really long, overwhelmed only by the stupid and lame fact that i'm mugging, far too much from what i actually expect of myself to do so.

This week, for nj, is a special week. only this week allows me to catch up on my work, so that i can be equally advantaged as those first intakers.. Mad rush of tutorials and tonnes of E-lectures and lecture slides drown me into the paperocean. Gosh, this isn't the way i thought jc life was. it's supposed to be more fulfilling, enriching. [Be more realistic, without working hard even a day, an hour, a minute, a second.. I'm gonna lose out to others.] As much as i dislike that way, nothing can be done to erase the fact that mugging is important. i guess by now, the numbers of bleached hairs have increased tremendously.. and my body's getting weaker day by day.

Definitely, jc life isn't only sorrowful mugging and going nuts. nj, being my first choice, i should be very happy that i managed to enter the college. but, am i happy there? where i'm alone during all my tutorials. the number of people i interact with are limited, and sooner or later, things are going to get worse, i'll become anti-social, and surely,i don't like this at all. it's not me at all. it's really tough to break the bonds of the first intakers and further bond strongly with the seconds. this distinction is very obvious and seems nothing can change it. 2years only, people say, but the 2years, are dreadful, worrying, lonely.. i feel so empty now, guess that's why i'm mugging hard to fill the loneliness in my heart. i do know many people, as i walk, people do wave and say a word of 'hello' to me, some extending the conversation like 'how are you?'.. but how many of them do actually realise the problem i'm facing now? it's pretty tough to handle this alone, i adore those who extend their warmth and hug me with it.

i'm the only second in my class, and as i said earlier, it's difficult to get along with people, the first intakers. and my timetable isn't the same as them, i'm alone. it's not my aim to bitch here and complain about how sucky my school life is, but to realise and think over how i led my life in jc for these few weeks, and i'm a failure, the new year resolutions became useless comments and promises i made to myself were slowly broken.

i joined band again. was having second thoughts about joining nj band, as i used to not like their style. i still reserve myself in the band, as i am still taking my time to adapt and blend in. although my view of nj band gradually became better, i still do have some words to say. i don't feel welcomed or rather, being pushed away and feel not at home. i miss the old nan hua days, where i can easily relax in band, with great perc mates(ben, bonk, em, jy, chris, crys, kel, py, sherm..). this, i can never find the belonging here, at least for now. i'm still very nervous when i start to play..

thanks to all my pals, i was 'enlightened', and it's a fresh start for me, again.

Being Able to be Myself at All Times is All I Want.

2006-03-11T17:17:00.000+08:00

It's been realli long sine i've updated it!! haha, sounds sad, but these few days realli got no time and motivation to write.. but now, suddenly as i was bathin after band prac in skool, i wanted to blog.

anyway, i'm in nj now and things r gettin better when i get familiarised(correct spellin?) wiv stuffs, and i joined nj band. wow, to tink tt i actualli decided not to join band... haha too bad la, i need a gd cca..

orientation of nj wasnt tt nice, it was rather more borin. J1s were the ogls and well, within such a short time, they managed to get things done! congrats. hahaz

got to know even more ppl in nj when i went for band prac on weds, and ppl were askin abt my name and stuffs, as usual. band is playin FF music!? i cldn believe it, as it was rather a dream fer me to play FF music in band. haha, but sad to say, i feel the song selection wasn tt gd. how u put yuna's theme wiv brass de chocobo?????? watevr la, anw i oso heard tt that song was arranged by ex-nj band person.

peps ppl were there too, like florence, weihong, yihong, guanhoe, yifeng etc.. and some were oso fr ac! haha, frenz.

went back ac on fri cos skool ended at 1230. hurraayyy.. by and me went into ac, wiv security guy askin where were we fr. hmm

"i juz went outside and i came back"

great ans, he cldn say anytin, and he was oso held up by motorbike ridin behind us. saw many peeps fr. 4/5 and sc7! it was great to see 'em and well, it was nice fer them to stil recognise me. haha, thou some tried their best to make me regret goin to nj. i seriously feel ac more fun but nj can study better.

i heard many peeps sayin there's a clear boundary fr. 1st intakers and 2nd intakers. well, i agree. 1st intakers will start blamin 2nd intakers tt they robbed the other 1st intakers hu cldn make it.

CHILDISH

if they ever speak like tt to mi, they'll die. its not our bloody fault. if u wanna blame go blame moe or even the jc itself. system sucked.

well, thats 'if'.

hopefulli nj wil b a funj and excitin place to b and oso do well fer my cca and studies!

take care peeps and al e best!

=]

2006-02-27T18:18:00.000+08:00

I'm happy

and I'm running fever

I'm SICK....

hehe.

btw, i may not b bloggin tt often, due to hectic lifestyle and stuffs..

take care peeps. tag more often!!

[sian]sation [lamer]ism

2006-02-20T17:17:00.000+08:00

14Feb

V Day

Unique day

Single day

15Feb

Prep for FUN-O-RAMA

Did painting, though not gd in art

16Feb

Final Shooting Prac

Dinner

Home

17Feb

Day before FUN-O-RAMA

No lessons

Pure prep.

Exhausted

18Feb

FUN-O-RAMA!!!!!

Really FUN

Game Stalls were great, Food Stalls were fantastic

Haunted House--Rose Mansion, Well-done! Jac got freaked out

Saw many peeps

NCOppl

NHSSppl

PEPSppl

Very nice Experience

She came

Grinns =]

19Feb

Resting

20Feb

Half-day!

Pizza-hut and JE library

Mug

Return

2006-02-13T18:19:00.000+08:00

due to popular demands fr ppl, (thank you!!!!!!!!!)
i came to write again
i juz didn hav feelin to write la, esp. nowadays so busy and stuffs..

not gonna go to the details of the friday stuffs, i'm sure ppl do not wanna noe abt it.

Today's PE was hiong.. ran 7rounds. abit not used to long dist. la.. bo bian.. hahaha

GSC was slack, simply slack.. i wonder if it's tt slack over there...

NO econs!!

math.. abit cant catch up but can catch slp..

bio new topic..

chem tut no lesson today.. cos mrs tan wanna talk talk onli.. hahahaha

basically the day was like tt..

man, seein this entry make me feel tt i hav no mood to write blog now.. hahaha

wat a borin entry.. haha

2006-01-26T17:41:00.000+08:00

i acualli didn realli wanna blog today cos i wan to b slack.. anyway, these few days were filled wiv fun and excitement and things r gettin better when ppl do make new frenz and maintain the friendship of the old ones.

on monday, i dozed off.. durin chapel.. and dead!!

today was rather slack cos got lots of free period... haha then was talkin and talkin wiv jac at the benches at old-ham wing(on purpose!), then went for chem prac

the chem prac was much diff fr the o-level.. so i was rather slow in tt one.. haha

nway, tml we, the ex-nh-current-acj ppl r goin back to nh to see tchr once again

and happy new yr to them? wiv ang pows.. haha

Accumulation of entries, inspired from the blog of euGe Lau, the HOLY ENTITY.. hahahahaha

2006-01-20T21:07:00.000+08:00

euGe!!
u better thank me fer this entry, a tribute to u, my dear... saint? haha

anyway, its been realli awhile since i wrote my last entry

JC life is realli excitin and fun!!

i've got my class and is 1SC7!!

Got 7 nh ppl lor.. hahaha, namely

jacinda
jie ying
reena
claudia
hui zhen
benjamin
and me!

then oso got 6 FMSS ppl.. so we fill half of the class.. haha

anyway, i tink the class is rather fun lor.. haha, im waitin for more class bondin and outings!!!!

went back to nh twice, yesterday and today..

band was doin fine, had a word wiv mr tan and sharon.( wow, i didn expect her to b there lor... hahaha)

mr tan, sharon, sharine and michelle were freaked out bahx, i took out the fun-o-rama coupons and escaped!!! haahhahaha

anyway, it was realli nice meetin the tchrs and they stil rmb us.
esp fat penguin, (no offence crystal!!!!), stil rmb my cca, award, cca points lor.. wha.. smart

heard lots and lots of rumours abt Olevel stuffs liek the brwon envelope incident and the kh incident..

but i didn realli believe la.. so i hope nth happens bahx..... man, im q nervous.. cant help it..

Undesirable consequences will result if i did it openly

2006-01-13T21:03:00.000+08:00

f888 nh

it's a cra8 skool

dun wan talk abt it

spoil my mood

recreational tennis starts on monday!! yeah

but i totally sucked at tennis, realisin onli after the few rounds of tennis at toot's house

anyway, shootin is oso comin soon! hope this one i can do better.. hahaha

byez~ (You all muz b wonderin y my entry is so short.)

Update Report [Alpha]

2006-01-11T17:18:00.000+08:00

Gosh, I've been asked by Cheryl to update my blog, since i was kinda bored and stuffs, i changed my blogskin, added music and guess wad happened..

all links and tagboard was gone.

this show how noob i am

i actualli didn noe changin blogskin wil result in tt.. tts y i took me almost an hr of linkin, puttin music etc.. haha

anyway, these few days were merely lectures and stuffs. went arnd lecture halls to attend diff intro lectures and well, mostly, i managed to stay awake in lectures, except today.

i dozed off durin econs. hahahahahaha

i was at second front row where the lecturer cld hav spotted me rather easily, i was at risk. haha

anyway, todays lectures were spent doin math Qs wiv Chun Ling, wiv all the binomial and differentitation and integration. Sad to say, I've forgotten most of them. so, tt was the recap session, so i shld b grateful to chun ling hu accompanied me onto the recap journey of math. *Claps*

Watever

i reached home at 2.45pm

Record-breakin time

i tink this is the earliest time i wld get home in the next 2 yrs.. haha, and i used the time wisely to update my blog and read books. wow... sounds studious.

Btw, can ppl tell me how to not fall aslp in lectures? other than keep writin stuffs or whisperin to frenz non-stop. THX.. =]

ACJC and NHSS

2006-01-07T21:42:00.000+08:00

"Wailo wailo wailo wailo wailo wailo"
"WE GONNA F-I-G-H-T, WE GONNA S-C-O-R-E"

These were the cheers heard in ACJC compund.

The orientation was simply GREAT.

Usual me wouldn't really enjoy it but its vibrance and enthusiasm juz rose the entire college's spirit and yes, i enjoyed it.

to put it simply, it was fantastic

how fantastic?

well..
1st day
we(as in me, jac, hy) agreed to meet outside acj main gate and in the end, smth went wrong and we din meet. LOL. but i saw chun ling(now commonly known as cheryl?) and jenny.. so we went in there came the elephant jac, rushin towards us like a long lost girl hu juz found someone she knew. haha.. man i'm darn bad.. anyway we juz sat at the hall and guess wad, hall is airconed. hahaha.. tt can nvnvnvnvnv happen in nan hua and boy, i was glad. but soon after, i was cold. haha.
principals' talks were long, cos its the 1st day and well, talks were inspiring? and acjc alwaes got devotions in mornin and being a non-christian, i juz sit still and waited and listened. the discipline talk given by mr.. er wad ah? the guy all of us say he's yag. anyway, man, i tot discipline wil b lighter and looser, but hey, its not exactly so. one significant change is tt i can use hp freely except lesson time la. haha

the storyline for the orientationis q crap and funny la, so i enjoeyed it q alot..

in lossehelins, there're 4 clans----Carnsir, CELAHIR!!!!!, glofindel and kyofu
anyway, cut stories short, u guys shld noe which clan i belonged to.
and i was in orientation group NAZGUL, which appeared in the Lords of the Ring
man, the group is cool man, and i managed to rmb all my OG mates' names in short time!!
Alex: Our OG rep, i tink he's responsible bahx, and yes, he's VV enthu.. so i guess its ok bah
Ming Xuan: RV person, and apparently, he knows many of my frenz in RV and its q INTERESTING. haha
Weijian: FMSS guy, quite farni la, i guess we can talk crap. haha
Jing han: another FMSS, oh man, this guy caught a very bad flu at the last day of orientation.
Wei Quan: ACS(B), this guy went thru DSA and he plays badminton, i tink he slacks realli alot. haha
Raymond: HAHA, this ELF. he acted as an elf and the elf costume was.. er... haha.
Christine: the onli MGS girl in my OG, and she's darn funny and fun to play wiv. btw, she was my partner for the couple dance.. haha
Rui Shan: quiet. so.. u noe..
Jo/Joe: TKGS girl, wiv her 5yr old specs.. WOW
Danielle: quiet, so cant reali say anytin. haha
Elena: oso la, so dun realli know tt well too
Geyi: i tink she was from my pri skool lehx, but i dunno la.. haha, tink she oso cant rmb. haha
Eileen: onli NYGH girl, and i tink she is obsessed wiv'mao' i guess. hahahaha (mao= mao ze dong??)
Fiona: looks mixed blooded but she defends in sayin tt she isnt one..
Genevieve: nice name, lucky i got a junior wiv the same name, so its easier to call.. haha
Amanda: poor u, u broke the blister and red meat was.. eeewww..

Fun-filled experiences went on, like gamin and stuffs.. and gladly, i wasn realli tt talkative in the group, if not like becum high profile and tts it for ur life and ur life is screwed, ODE KAKERU!!!

cheers were fun and they were quite catchy, like dynamite? haha

so tts all for the 1st day.

2nd day
oo, PE lessons seem tough but got swimmin lehx.. haha, great!! that day's highlight was CCA exhibition bahx.. and i went to sign up for 5 CCAs lehx.. hahaha

Shootin club--- i tink this is fun, very fun.
tennis--- jac asked me join la, then got alot nh ppl sign up, so i sign lor. haha
Media Resource--- the girl persuaded hai yuan and me until upside down, so we, as good guys, left doen contact there and she was like sayin"sure ah, dun giv false numbers.." haha, lol
chinese cultural society--- i went back to tink, y did i wrote my name there?
band--- okie.. this is a long story sia...

crystal, being the vice-president of concert band in ACJC, went straight to find me to persuade me to join band. haha, it was actualli quite impossible la, cos its realli time-consumin lor.. haha, in the end, give her face la, so sign up lor.. haha

3rd day
muddy muddy muddy!!! oh man, forfeit was to roll on mud.. tt sucked..

last day
tt day was the highlight of the whole orientation.. there was a house meetin at first.. and i'm in TKK= Tan Kah Kee
WOW
anyway, din noe wat went on at the house la, so i din realli bother. boon goon was in the same house wiv me, haha

after the last gamin, our OG went to taka to hav seoul garden. The outin was darn funny sia, talked alot and bought prezzie for the OGLs(Ruilin and Weeqi)

The OGLs were v v nice lor.

Campfire!!! sat arnd the fire and the view of Celahir was gd lor, but too bad it rained again!! argh.. so we had to go to shelter and later to the badminton hall.. well the hall was luckily enuf big and so cld fit in all JC1s. haha, various performances were put up, like Drama, Dance, campfire songs, and all the fun stuffs. almost everyone was high and the MASS DANCE. oh yea, the dance was diff sia, the michael jacksons and the "hey mr dj..."thing. haha dance like how many times? at least got 3 times bahx.. haha. hy partnered wiv jen and i partnered wiv jac. corny partnered dunno hu la, then dance lor.. by the time i went to look for my OG, i couldn find them. haha LOL.. so i kept lookin and i saw Weijian. i tot we're stil here and guess wad happened?
"You were lost, and they sent a one-man rescue team here to look for u"
OM.. GG lor.. i totally paiseh until dunno wad to say.. haha, and the prob is, the OG knew wat i was doin when they left.. haha i was stil dancin wiv jac. hahahaha
then i arrived at the beaches(i duno if tts the correct spellin) and i said" hi everyone" and they were like "Ken!!" haha, btw my english name is Ken. haha
and we were sayin all touchin stuffs like thankin la all these. i not gd at this kinda thing so.. watever la. haha anyway i, corny, hai yuan waited at the Xmas tree as usual and wat???!!! i knew hai yuan's dad was fetchin but jac oso ah! then she told me to wait there.. walao.. anyway i went back wiv jen since corny's house is like super walkin dist fr ACJ lor.. gd fer him.. jen's face was red red red and she was quite pissed off cos when i tink her OG mate like tapped her shoulders, she sort of glared at him.. instantly i was scared sia.. haha anyway reached home arnd 12am and i had a great suntan. haha

TODAY
i went back to nan hua for cca extravaganza and band mates were sort of surprised to see me. haha, anyway i had a fun time there wiv my perc mates and band. i played drumset once and totally sucked to hell!!!! om... help me. i'm rusty. haha, anyway i oso went to talk to some tchrs liek mdm foo, mr chow, but din managed to talk to mrs lee and lrs lim, thou i sae them and waved at them.. nvm, next time oso got chance one.. haha
cos today's my bro's bday, i had to b back at home fer lunch., so i went off arnd 12 plus fr the band, man, i realli got face sia.. sharine, the current band major, told me to dun move and she "Band Stand, BAnd 4" me lor.. wiv a "Thank You, Sir" behnind lor.. LOL.. i am a SIR lehx.. wth.. cant believe.. haha, anyway i end my day wiv writin the blog on these events.

next wk are all the intro lectures in ACJC and i guess i'll hav to think properly abt my subj combi.. haha

i tot of this combi

Bio, Chem, Maths C at H2
General Studies in Chinese at H1

i tink is a rather gd combi lor. haha wat u guys think of it?

New Year 2006

2006-01-01T02:28:00.000+08:00

i noe its kinda crazy to update it now since its like 230am. haha

but this doesn stop me fr updatin my blog.

firstly, happy new yr to every1! its been a great yr in 2005 wiv full of vibrance and laughter, wiv a pinch of sufferings and sadness

summary of 2005
january-- tchr was like wantin us to get serious of the o-levels and b prepared for it
february-- went japan!! durin chinese new yr and i had such a great time over there!!!
march-- cant realli rmb thou, but i guess life wasn as easy as now
april-- oso cant realli rmb, man i suck
may-- midyr? where i failed my A maths for the first time in major exam.
june-- hols! wiv lots of wksts and wkbks and studyin and muggin!
july-- nth much
august-- hmm.. guess tchrs were startin to b pissed off haha
september-- walao, brain's gettin bad
october-- prelims
november-- o's
december-- freedom!!!!!! haha

wat a life of a sec4 student, but JC life's gonna get tougher and tougher.. jia youz!!

wats up wiv the new yr resolution??

hmm...

+ do well in my studies and get excellent results in both O and A, but O's alrd over... haha
+ build up my PR, peeps say i got 'dao' bin
+ remove lover's handle
+ get a lil tan to show tt i'm stil alive
+ dun get influenced by others easily
+ think b4 i act
+ fall in love again, let me trust it once more
+ dun b a spendthrift
+ buck up on my english, come on! pull up ur socks!
+ go back to nan hua often to see tchrs, frenz and band

thx fer readin my blog and visit 'em often! byez!!

+NUS+ KEN

2005-12-30T19:57:00.000+08:00

Guys, rmb the previous post regardin names?

if u dun, read it!

i[ve decided tt it[ll be KEN

short

simple

easy to rmb

common

great! wat more can u ask man..

anyway today was the NUS, faculty of Dentistry[s Job Shadowin Course

one sentence{Borin thou fun}

dun get it?

sure, u will

i arrived NUS at abt 1020 to report to Dean[s office for registration and attendance takin.

i saw 2 girls, already waitin for the programme to start

and guess wad, elena from NHSS, band, and sec1 was also in for this programme

WTH??!!

sec1 onli and they[re here...

2 more came up

and so, altogether, there[re 5 peeps

1 from TJC
1 from RGS
1 from RI
& 2 from NHSS

WOW..

and another unexpected one, TJC girl and tt elena are sisters.

walao..

so today[s costume was mainly lab coat and mask.. haha

the guy fr RI said i looked like a doctor(dentist)

heez... i was um chioing.. haha

anyway, we juz observed the yr4[s treatin patients and went to dental office for clinical attachment wiv no hands on

ms amy kang, the person IC of this programme was realli realli gd person..

its a MUST to mention abt her since my bro said she's realli kind and i was convinced today.

(btw, my bro is a yr1 student at Dentistry, so my bro knew hu[s amy kang)

quite beneficial.. i was attached(not meanin of being together like BF or GF) to Dr Ong hu was a orthodontic dentist. (btw, it means all the braces and alignment of teeth r done by them)

so i saw how nurses mixed the dough, make it pasty and use [em for impression makin of teeth for braces makin; i knew all the retainers, braces, rubber band and stuffs.. furthermore, i got to see ppl choosin colours for their braces haha!! wiv some wantin transparent, black, pink, blue etc.. haha

cool

dentistry is cool, can earn doctor title and earn alot and i believe is better than medical in some ways.. haha

Campin

2005-12-29T19:05:00.000+08:00

I HATE RAIN

SERIOUSLY

DUN EVER HAV CAMPIN WHEN ITS RAINY SEASON

to put it simply, we(onli like jacinta, jocelyn, wenlin, pearl, jia hao, christofle, zaewe and me) were at ECP campin and bbq onli less than 20 turned up.. haha

thou sad, but we had a wonderful time there..

like me learnin how to ride bicycle and in the end fail. haha and gettin a banglah slippers.......

ridin the double riders bike and go to changi village and makan then go old changi hospital..

in the end, onli christofle and i was awake and i immediately slept at home

Xmas

2005-12-26T23:19:00.000+08:00

Went to Orchard wiv felicia, jenny, koon hui and jing hui.

quite fun la

juz tt i and toot didn wn to dance, cos he carried bag and i was juz lazy, but kh said i'll sooner or later wil dance due to the atmosphere.. haha

in the end, there wasn any dance and stuffs, juz purely performances in the middle of road bet. taka and paragon.. haha

sad? i wasn, as i was already not wantin to dance. haha

time was mainly spent walkin, idlin, and stuffs, and lucky me, i suggested goin to a coffeehouse to take a break and we had a choice of coffee beans or starbucks..

guess where we went??

starbucks. (okie, i'm lame to show my ans after 2 lines..)

so we were there talkin crap and stuffs.. haha and well, if u read kh and fel's blog, u sure noe wat topic we were talkin, so i shant say any further.. haha moreover, it has not been decided yet..

man, this part was the disaster.. there wasn any mrt service liao!!! haha

so bo bian, NR comes and we have no choice but to board them..

kh, jenny and fel took NR3 and toot and i took NR5.

toot was like complainin of the salty smell t the back and corner of the seat, so i changed place wiv him and indeed, the odour was salty. haha, sounds weird huh, salty smell.. haha

toot alighted after buona vista mrt and i soon alighted at the bus stop b4 IMM, man, tt place was v v quiet and i quite liked the atmosphere, thou i'm in the midst of danger of bein robbed, molested, flashed, raped etc.

then my saviour----- my dad, came and fetched me home, haha, my parents were worried i mayb in some trouble since it was like 1.30am

reached home le, bathe le, i then called fel's hp to make sure they're already safe at home and jenny stayed over at fel's hse..

it was q fun and many ppl were at Orchard and the atmosphere of Xmas was there..

anyway peeps, happy holiday and Boxing day

mourn for the tsunami victims too

BBQ

2005-12-24T01:20:00.000+08:00

today, we(4/5 and 4/3) went to mr chow's hse located at sunset way for housewarmin and bbq at the same time..

was it a success?

i'm not q sure but certainly, i enjoyed my time there.

let's talk abt his hse

first impression= spacious, clean, dry

I love it

second= romantic, esp the balcony at evenin time

third= trees, trees, trees, so, it's humid!! eeeyyyeeww, gross! moulds on walls.. (my old hse at woodlands)

anyway the 3 kids namely, christian, ekklesia and ariel are VV cute i must say, man, i'm not pedophile kkz...

the bbq, i think, totally controlled by by, jit, nic and me. 4 guys cookin and stuffs. kh was also there but halfway went off to dunno wad. haha

man, mosquitoes bites were yucky and nic was like sayin ubin is worse and tekong is worst. haha

hilarious

and fel called kh's fone and i picked up! haha, bet she muz b damn shocked. haha. told her the way to come to this ulu place, haha, wiv hope tt she can visualise and understand wat i meant.. haha

and climax(actually it's painful and shldn b considered as climax but..)

hy's inertia was pretty bad, he knocked himself onto railin which resulted in nose bleedin

man, tt hurts..

ppl became a lil frantic?? haha

but hey, sjab head there lor...(Mr daniel chow)

was glad he ended up ok and cld stil talk..

in e end, i onli reached home at abt 1145 and i took the bus 99.. wow, cos 105 juz left.. stupid man.. 99 muz cross overhead bridge and i'm the lazy type.. haha, but nic was also goin to take the bus so i decided to go together wiv him. haha, good me. heez

Xmas round the corner wiv lil celeb for me, cos i dun realli treat it as a day worth celeb la. haha

and kh, u go find smth to do lor, confirm some can one.. trust me.

haha

PEPS performance + Outin + Nakashima Mika!!!!!!!!!

2005-12-19T19:54:00.000+08:00

whoa, i'm surprised tt some stil rmb and i onli went back for dunno how many times!! haha, anyway the songs we played outside paragon were

Xmas special
( the song q sucky)
ABBA gold
(haha, i've been playin this song for umpteen times wiv duration of 6yrs!!!!! and it's my 1st drumset song i've played when i was in pri4. haha)
Fiero
(well, i muz admit, this song isn bad, but we played q lousy, all the tempo out and i was playin tambourine!! haha)
Can't take my eyes off you
( i prefer the more'chim' one played in sec skool than this, but hey, i've been hearin this song for many times so it wasn as magnificent. haha)
Sock Hop Tonight
(my 1st song played in NHSS durin CCA extravaganza and i think i didn play too well that time! haha, so this performance was a compensation)

With this performance, i've ended my life of music wiv drums and this journey was not smooth at all, i've been thru rejection to percussion, passion towards percussion and love of percussion. thou in JC, i'm not goin to take band as CCA, but my passion and love towards drummin wil nv cease and die!

Sunday and today were spent wiv ed and toot wiv by today.
went to play pool wiv the same old members again coa by dun wan go.
alamak. wasted, if not can laugh at him, but i'm no better. haha

man, my bro is damn gd, he secretly went to orchard in midst of his assginment to buy me Nakashima Mika's CD!! WOOOOOO
i realli wanted this cd badly and i glad i cld get it!! haha
but i least expected my bro to go purchase, haha, so thanks bro!
anyway peeps, if u wan to listen japanese songs, i suggest u shld listen to her songs, its so damn nice!

PAE

2005-12-16T10:40:00.000+08:00

man, i was stil asleep and was woken up by 2 things

1) Hai Yuan's msg
2) My aunt's call

Today's the day
.
.
.
.

PAE

and i was posted to ACJC (Science)

A Good One

It's nearest from my hse

hahahahahaha

some ppl were sad and some were simply elated.

hopefully ppl can do their best and strive for thee

Hung Up

2005-12-06T20:06:00.000+08:00

I can't keep on waiting for you

I know that you're still hesitating

Don't cry for me

'cause I'll find my way

you'll wake up one day

but it'll be too late

Nice song with nice album title---> Confessions on a Dance Floor

anyway, nth much happened this few days, slackin at home and becomin a master of potato couch. hahahahaha

btw, i tink aeon flux is a nice show, so if any1 wan to watch can tell me? currently i've got no partners to watch. man i'm despo.. haha

~BGR/side track/~

2005-12-05T18:16:00.000+08:00

Useless

Totally useless

wat for u hav it?

u and him/her will eventualli seperate (most of the time)

so wat for?

tt was the topic of the conversation from bedok to jurong east

y bedok?

there was a 40th anniversary concert by VS and our band came as a guest band!
Concert was nice, better than i expected, so i can say i enjoyed it. (but the emcee juz sucked)

NAN HUA BAND improved damn alot, i think, thou got several mistakes but hey, good wor!
I love u guys man.

my throat was inflammin i guess, or i shldn use this term to describe, but juz simply, my throat was goin sore. haha. so now, i think its q sore. haha, and i went to eat supper. haha. super heaty. and the next day oso hav JLPT.

talkin abt JLPT, i took my exam in the mornin at Midland House located at Middle Road. man, ppl were already waitin outside and i still tot i was early. hahaha. many adults were there, and i was one of the minorities hu were of age below 21. haha

the exam room was small, but managed to squeeze 20 ppl, and the guy hu sat beside me got BO.

Totally GOOD GAME

i was havin dizzy spells and i yearned for medicated oil. hahaha

anyway, vocab was ok, rather simple; listenin has always been my strongest section, so, shldn hav much prob too; the bad thing was the readin and grammer.

COMPREHENSION came out

wth? i've nv done compre in japanese??

die la, thats y my mum say i goin to test my intelligence and basic skills, cos i nv study at all.

i juz hope i can pass well.

hahahaha

Not a Boredom

2005-12-03T15:35:00.000+08:00

hey, chalet turned out fun.

and koon hui, u r right.

sorry to peeps hu worked so hard

i mean it

ppl hu r offended by this, i apologise

? y suddenly?

b'cos u all worked so hard.

forget abt the JLPT thing,

the day is tml.

and i myself have not prepared for it

i've got no rights to say.

many things happened in chalet, and i enjoyed every bit, except for the sleepiness caused by intense playin and etc.

i will miss 4/5 , 2005, for sure.

pls keep in contact.

Boredom

2005-11-30T09:38:00.000+08:00

Today, tml and the day after tml will be the days of class 4/5 chalet.

Do i call this class chalet?
Where only less than half of the class wil be goin

I doubt it's goin to b fun

1stly, the organiser himself, i noe, v fucked up. those ppl hu noe 'em, shld go read this guy's and edwin's nick. GG.MSN FIGHT

2ndly, with so few ppl goin, and dominated by boys, boys sure got things to do, but girls? they wld feel left and out and i may even becum a girl for awhile to peipei them. haha jk

see? so lousy and paid how much??? 15singaporedollars

nvm, fun is created by humans, time too, so i tink we've got to do lots of fun and playin, for this, is the last chalet we can hav as a secondary skool students.

and to victor, if u read my blog, dun anyhow post sum japanese stuffs can? it doesn realli make sense to me.. i guess i'm pissed off by the word 'japanese' bahx..

since sum1 v smart, bring japanese books to study in chalet. JLPT, so? Olevel is more impt man, and ur english juz suck. good luck for ur future man, ORGANISER. everytime like to haolian. nvm that's in u, and i pity u for havin this kinda fucked up quality.

Confession

2005-11-26T14:38:00.000+08:00

Zhao Ying msged me yest, talking abt how this guy expressed his love to this particular girl who claims that she didn noe him.

sad huh?

on the last train via woodlands to jurong east, huihui, chun ling and i were on the train talking abt i like hu and hu like me etc stuffs.. well.. its kinda hard to say actualli.. but i think my decision made was not wrong. i did not tell them hu i liked.

anyway the grad nite, i enjoyed it v much man.. haha. wiv so much laughter, screams, dance.
i did smth i hav not done in my life----- dancing. ppl think onli dance ppl can dance???? nope... even band ppl can dance!! and i managed to take lots of photos and i wil b postin some la(not all)

Anyway Koon Hui told me to play a game of meme. i dunno wats that but i was told to write 5 random stuffs abt myself then write 5 names to let those write another 5 random stuffs. i think i'll juz play along. haha

1] I'm a lamer. at least i'm tryin to b lame and i find it actualli quite fun

2] I'm not a proud person. Ppl tend to look others by looks and the final conclusion they give is that i'm proud. thats sad. cos i'm not. dun judge a book by its cover, please.

3] I'm a straightforward person. dun try to make me say nice stuffs to certain idiots, bimbos, bitches. i loathe that.

4] If there's anythin u need to tell me urgently, pls do so b4 12 mn. i may not reply after 12, but i assure u b4 that time, i will.

5] i can go aggresive to ppl hu realli irritates me, in terms of verbal and action. but now i've brought it down. so dun agitate me to my limit. there's always a limit and everyone and realtively, mine's short. i can explode anytime. but hey, i'm better now.

So... the 5 ppl r... Hong Yee, Yiangshan, Jolin, Garry, Tom.

Well, these r the evidences of me enjoyin the Grad Nite. haha

Just cant believe this is the end of secondary school life.

I will miss my frenz, class, band, schoool(to a certain extent)

:[] ILU

University of Ode, Department of Lamistry

2005-11-25T10:33:00.000+08:00

I'm currently the publicity head of the Department of Lamistry and as you all know, lamistry refers to the art of laming.

Though many of us can be lame at times, but they are still not able to persist being lame due to some reasons. One is that people feel stupid, dumb, idiotic to be lame. Seocnd is that lame is not essential in thier lives.

What a insult!

Anyway i noe i'm crappin up there, but aniway, i had a wonderful time in the band camp yest and the day b4

It was so amazing that we managed to have a band camp after much persuasion and mouth liquid which can drown ppl. juz imagine 60 over pages of proposal man.. it will take ages to digest it. haha. overall the camp went on smoothly and basically managed to enjoy ourselves lor. haha

some things like tchr yellin at us in front of others wasn neccesary at all but happened. it was v embarrassin man.. lucky i wasn there but hey, we've lost face.

i didn slp for whole nite and i managed to stay awake for up to 36hrs. not bad la, broke my record. was in the end at arnd 3am i was playin bridge wiv ppl like sharine(my daughter and current bm), mich(my junior and current dm) etc.. haha

the ROD performance sucked to hell man. almost all performances were of last minute( but this is a tradition) and the quality were lousy. last time last min oso can be gd one and get 1st lehx... and now too bad lor.. tchrs dun understand chinese and some performances were in chinese.... spil all fun when they ask juniors to translate... walao...

anyway today's prom nite and crown prince, dunno wad to wear and i scared paiseh. hahahahahaha. mayb wil post pix of it next time

Liberation

2005-11-20T20:16:00.000+08:00

I'm a free man!

I'm like a freed bird

I'm like a toad hu managed to escape from the well

I'm Kakeru(lame)

Liberation: Evolving of gas?

Freedom: you free the 'dom'?

Lots of Qs lingered in my head. Chaotic

Its finally over

Over

END

Plans for the holidays:

1) SLACK
2)Hang out wiv my pals, be it male or female, priskool or secskool
3)PLAY MY GAMES
4)Walk out of my 'dormant' stage
5)Go for Shadowing Course
6)Help my mum
7)Exercise and get rid of my tummy mummy
8)Make new specs

haha. crap aren't they?

Thing i planned to do but till now dun hav the feeling and preparation:
1) Write lyrics, study them and make them my own. It sounds rather stupid but i guess this is my way of answering to my Qs in my head
2) Compose of music using Anvil Studio. Thou its quite a tough thing and is only for monotone stuff, but i guess its quite fun. onli bad thing is i cant play piano!! haha
3)walkin out of 'dormant' stage isnt as simple as some ppl think. it has been wiv me for more than a yr and i still cant let go. juz wish i cld b free again

The only thing i need to do now:
Study for my JLPT exam and score well.

I will miss u guys.

Love Holic

2005-09-21T14:28:00.000+08:00

I'm sure some have heard the 'sad story' frm love holic. Though its korean and i dun understand a single bit, its a wonderful song and i guess u ppl shld try and listen oso. haha

It has been some time since i wrote the last time, cos prelim mahx.. bo bian. anyway generally i guess my preparation wasnt well enuff and i suffered the consequences. haha. i juz hope i'll do well and get it over. summore i had fever yesterday and today. so didn prepare much fer chem. but luckily chem was considered simple.

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Shocked!!

2005-09-07T09:46:00.000+08:00

Total madness rushed to my head.
Physics prac i got 21.5????
wow.. i guess this isnt bad since i said i screwed up my phys prac.
I guess its a v fortunate thing.
YEA. haha actualli nth much to write since i lead a v normal, average life.
BTW, This is no POEM. This doesnt rhyme.
I dun think i will b writin here so oftenly.
PRELIMS and 'O'S are 'chiong'ing.

Work Hard and Leave Other Things to Do Later.

Emptiness

2005-09-05T18:34:00.000+08:00

"You're beautiful"

My life is brilliant.
My love is pure.
I saw an angel.
Of that I'm sure.
She smiled at me on the subway.
She was with another man.
But I won't lose no sleep on that,'Cause I've got a plan.

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw your face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.

Yeah, she caught my eye,
As we walked on by.
She could see from my face that I was,
Fucking high,
And I don't think that I'll see her again,
But we shared a moment that will last till the end.

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw your face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
There must be an angel with a smile on her face,
When she thought up that I should be with you.

But it's time to face the truth,
I will never be with you.

This song expresses my view. So beautiful. however, once lost can't be taken back so easily.
Thankyew.

愛しい人え

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2005-08-31T17:30:00.000+08:00

Report: 29/08/2005
Day we had phys prac. totaly screwed up. moved that darn wire wrongly then all readings and graph GONE. gonna be dead fer sure. I SCREWED PHYSICS. thats y i dun realli like this subj.

Report: 30/08/2005
Day we had chem prac. it was v fortunate that i didn screw things up. cld get all the (+)ve results. was damn happy when i was able to do. haha. cos everytime in lab always play play nv realli b serious. haha. so this time sure can de la! haha

Report: 31/08/2005
Today was celebratin tchr's day. quite lame i guess, but we've gotta thank our tchrs rite? they're the ones hu brought us to this far. haha. was playin captain's ball. first battle wiv 401 was rather one-sided. we won. budden our dear 409 crashed and stomped us almost immediately. well, we were'nt gd after all. haha. lao lee treated us wiv drinks. wow. i guess that was onli way she cld do i guess. (but i heard the money came fr classfund. haha). after tt, was like stuck in the hall listenin to dunno wat crap stuffs. THEN, Tchrs started to sing. wow, this mornin Miss Angela Chian popped by to tell us she's singing. well, i think the reaction is so obvious. haha Boys were mad. well, i was looking forward to it too. hahaha. BUT, she wasn singing solo. DAMN IT. haha. lunch was settled at mac but i had lunch at home... BUT, u think i sat there and watch those brats eatin?? No Way.. ordered meal and indulged myself. haha ended up goin to library wiv by and ed. was like sort of slackin, talkin, doin corrections atudy etc. haha. meaningful? i guess so..

Saturday Night fever.

2005-08-28T00:33:00.000+08:00

When i first got home, wow. every1 was awake. my dad was usin computer and my mum was lyin on her bed and watchin tv as usual. My bro, wow. i muz say his superb. he went for dunno-wad-dentistry-dinner and he had to act as a japanese restaurant master hu had tattoos all over his body. haha. kinda cool when i saw him painted in that way. hahahahahaha.
i tot i was gonna gettin scolded but well, nth happened. today's practically crazy. wore that timber-jack, kinda hot. but well, i like it. hahaha. went pastamania then had to wait fer the organiser(KH) to come. haha. too bad lor, his tuition class dunno wad. well, we had fun wiv the carbonara. haha vic and by didn noe wad to order as they were the first-timers. haha they juz followed wat i orderd. so such a fool!! haha. i knew they wld b havin trouble wiv the cheesy and the creamy stuffs. and its TRUE! they cant eat. haha then ed and chilong came. haha. we were evil enuf to let them eat the same stuffs. but the unstoppable ed cld finish it in no time. its cool!!! but chilong failed and he 'vomited'.
haha the rest of the time were spent in arcade up in cineleisure. hockeys, race and evrythin. BR and i were scammed. the F***ing machine ate up our chips. bloody.. (oops sorry fer that). i guess the most fun thing was the hockey. but too bad i had little money left. haha. then at last, the day ended wiv pool! haha. i yearned to play but i sucked. totalli sucked. haha. others were much better. hahahahahahaha. but i still managed to kong zhong zuo le. hahahaha. it was the last day wiv fun wiv vic. i hope he realli enjoyed it. i sure appreciated his presence. thou abit sia lan and all those other stuffs, he sure was a great fren of mine. i hope he will hav a wonderful future at UK.

The Day i Had so much things to do

2005-08-27T07:20:00.000+08:00

whenever we say we're busy or smth like that, what do we actualli do? i think onli very few ppl do spend time meaningfully and realli concentratin on thier studies. definitely i'm not those 'pristeegious' ones. ppl r realli 'pia'ing for prelims and 'o's. thats gd! but i've not realli been doin tt. quite bad actualli. cant realli bring myself into the mood of muggin.
recently, i took out my hybrid theory and pia rock. stil feel lp is da bezz. currently stil my fav is pprcut i guess. cool song. "The sun goes down, I feel the light betray me" woooo..
today the clazz was kinda fun?? haha at least thats wat i tot. today was vic's last nan hua skool day, definitely i'm gonna miss him. we've known for each other for so long. thou abit sialan lahx, but his endurance level makes me respectin him. how cld one's endurance level b so high? how i wish i had at least half of his. haha. gonna send him off at the airport? well, i'm still ponderin over this, got temple to go on that fateful mornin.
i kena alot of accusations nia, 1stly tt mouse called me dao again. everytime when we meet, tts the first word to come out. cant u say smth else?? like "oh hi!" or "yo!" or even "elloxxx"??
2ndly, canto cheryl hit me wiv her files or books or dunno wad and said i nearly caused her to trip and fall. IT WASNT ME!! ahh, its was the firm-butt Corny. i hit his *** twice. man, bouncy. haha. sorry canto cheryl, i scolded u B****. wasn realli intendin to say tt. paisehx>>

Yozzy me back

2005-08-25T10:06:00.000+08:00

I had this feelin of writin blogs again. so i'm back! haha well. its kinda cool actualli. haha. i recently heard the song by GLAY and EXILE singin SCREAM. well. its kinda wild song. its v seldom they sing 2gether.
these few days got alot of thinga happen. like c'mn tests, Mr Chow 'breakdown', tchrs gettin 'pek chek'. all due to the class 4/5. well.. slpin is rather annoyin. so ed told us not 2 slp. i guess its v impt. and i dun slp too!! haha well-wishes for prelims and etc i guess... lalala. haha
and yest. ms ang, or i shld say mdm ang scam me. wlao. be her geog rep is not easy at all.. tell me wrong info then tell class wrong info. gg.
guess me wil be writin more often i guess. haha

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